I can’t cope

@Captain24 really hoping the med increases help sweet.

I've had that before too with a different service. But this is a complete cut of webchat, I'm not allowed to connect to them unless I can ring. It hurts cos they know how hard I've worked to try to get help, they know i don't have people helping me and still they've done this to me. Like way to push someone over the edge when they're already so fragile and vulnerable. It helps sometimes when someone can just go through the grounding with you.

I had a cuppa. I'm trying to get ready as I have to make a trip to a place that closes early.

I'm glad you've done your shopping and hoping the chemist trip goes ok. You do so well to get so much done sweet.

It’s so hard when they stop it. Maybe you will slowly work up the courage to talk to them. But I honestly know how hard that is. @MissGremlin

I’m glad you had your coffee and I’m hoping shopping goes ok for you.

I’ve scrubbed my shower and shower screen plus the marks on the floor. Had a shower while I was doing it and washed my hair. Now to dry it and head to the chemist. Then come home and clean the floors. All that’s left is washing the sheets, towels and doona cover. It’s a slow process as all goes in the dryer so I have to wait for that to finish before I can put the next one in! At least I’ll climb into bed with clean linen and clean hair!

@Captain24 I'll talk to you later sweet, I'm sorry.

You've done really well and I'm proud of you. I hope your day goes ok.

It’s all good. Only when you can @MissGremlin. Even if we do some diamond art together sometime today.

@Captain24 I'd like that.

I’m just going to have a sleep for a couple of hours. I’m exhausted. I’ve just been actually shopping and got a top, new pillow, something to put in my windscreen in the frost and some hair towels. I can’t remember we the last time I went shopping. @MissGremlin Plus I’ve done a lot around the house just not the floors yet but I’m just too tired and will do them when I wake up.

Ill message you when I wake up.

Hey @MissGremlin

Im awake now and love my new pillow. Will have to go and get another one tomorrow.

Im ready whenever you are.

@Captain24 sorry sweet. I went to the shops early and then came home and laid down. I've just woken up.

That’s ok @MissGremlin. You needed it. I could go back now but I’ve got dinner cooking. I really like my new pillow and will go and get another one tomorrow!

My lists for the last 2 days are done expect for the floors. But you know what.. they can just wait until Tuesday when I’ll do them anyway!

I finished one section of the diamond art and have started on the last section.

What are you doing now?

@Captain24 i feel like i could easily go back to bed. Glad your pillow is good.

You've done amazing to get things done sweet, well done.

Wow the last section, exciting.

I'm just making a hot chocolate at the moment. I'm really not feeling ok within myself (I'm safe).