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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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If I hadn’t have slept all day I think I would have finished this one. @MissGremlin. Now it will have to wait until my next days off to finish it. I’m thinking I should cook some dinner, then I’ll come back to it.

They have calmed down, Pix has been good but Jett still has his moments. At least it’s not constant now. I can actually cope without, literally, losing my mind. It made me want to do some stuff. At least that has eased a little now.

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@Captain24 it's ok that you slept today though sweet, i think your body really needed it. Making some dinner sounds like a good idea, I made bolognase tonight but couldn't eat much.

I'm so glad they've calmed down even if Jett does have his moments. I can completely relate to when it makes you want to do stuff.

I really can't wait to get back into bed soon.

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I’ll finish cooking dinner and eat, then I’ll go back to my diamond art and head to bed after feeding the dogs. @MissGremlin. It’s just not safe to stay awake.

How’s your bedtime routine going?

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@Captain24 sounds like a good idea to me sweet. Hoping you can get a good night's sleep tonight and that work goes ok tomorrow.

I haven't even moved yet, I keep getting stuck in a freeze today. I've spent ages just staring into space.

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I’ve just had dinner and now need to was up the pot. Everything else went in the dishwasher. Then I am all don’t until their dinner time. @MissGremlin

Im hoping I sleep well and that waking up at 4:30 isn’t too hard. I have slept a lot today. Hopefully I get what I want at work tomorrow but usually I don’t on the first dayshift. Just see what happens. Hopefully we will get some rain.

I hope you have been able to move and get sorted by now. It’s hard to be stuck.

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@Captain24 well done for doing dinner sweet, glad you only had to wash up the pot.

Fingers crossed waking up isn't too hard, definitely hope you can get what you want at work tomorrow, would make things a bit easier for you.

I haven't even done my routine but I'm sitting on my bed. I'm really not with it today/tonight. I'm safe and have Casper snuggled up on my lap.

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Does it matter if you don’t do your routine and just go straight to bed? @MissGremlin

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@Captain24 I've done it now and I'm in bed with Casper and my iced coffee.

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That’s good @MissGremlin

Ive done enough diamond art and im about to feed the dogs, have a shower and go to bed.

I really hope you get some sleep tonight.

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@Captain24 hoping we can both get some good sleep tonight.

Take care of your wonderful self sweetheart, sending lots of love and hugs ❤️.

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