I can’t cope

@Captain24 i did get through but it only lasted about 5 minutes before I ended the chat as they weren't being understanding.

I've packed up the stars for the night, just laying here snuggling Casper now.

Oh sweet, i hear you and I'm here for you. I can understand just wanting to be home and in bed. I'm sorry that those thoughts are there and that you're struggling. Try to focus on knowing that after this shift you've got some time off and you also have your psych appointment. Sending you so much love and hugs sweetheart ❤️.

I’m sorry it didn’t help @MissGremlin that must make things hard

Even days off aren’t exciting me

@Captain24 it does make things hard but oh well.

Hmmm that's tough. I know it's catch 22 cos you're either at work with thoughts or stuck home with them. But in saying that at least when you're at home you've got Pix and Jett with you and you can do diamond art.

Omg I just had massive dejavu, I've actually dreamt of this moment and what I just wrote in my post to you. Slightly freaky 😂.

Hi @MissGremlin

It sounds like today hasn't been to kind to you and reaching out to a helpline hasn't been helpful for you tonight. It can be difficult when reaching out for support for a session isn't has fruitful as you'd hope d it would be. The way you've put yourself first and taken care of yourself in all of the ways that you can already shows so much strength.

I hope the rest of the night is kinder to you @MissGremlin

-SunsetSunrise

That’s true and I’m not usually up at this time of night @MissGremlin I just need my cosy bed and snuggles. I’m thinking of pulling out of the last 2 hours but I’m not sure I’m safe enough to drive in the dark.

That so interesting. I have those moments from time to time. I can’t believe you dream about me though.

Hello @SunsetSunrise, it's definitely been a bit of a rough day/night and reaching out didn't go as planned several times unfortunately. I've done my best to keep distracted and to try to wind down for the night, just hoping it's enough to pull me through and that tomorrows a better day. Thankyou for the kind words.

Hope your night is going ok ☺️.

@Captain24 yeah it's tough being up late at night when you'd usually be sleeping. Can totally understand needing your cosy bed and snuggles. That's a tough decision cos driving home in the dark especially with the potential of wildlife being around is risky. Also know it can be hard when there's lots of thoughts aswell.

Not in a creepy way though 😂. It's cos I care and I'm always thinking about you especially when I know how hard things have been.

Its a very tired one for me tonight @MissGremlin, so I'm just trucking through. However the overnight squad in the community is very lovely so it makes me look forward to being here all night!

@SunsetSunrise awww being tired is tough but thankyou for being here for the community ☺️❤️. Glad it's something to look forward to, there's so many lovely people here and some of the best chats happen during the night. Also some of the craziest 😂.

Yesssss @MissGremlin

That's exactly why the 12am -4am crew are my faves 😂