I can’t cope

@MissGremlin that's fair, I imagine the repetitive motions are helpful for you too hun. However you stay safe and bring a little light into your life, sounds good to me 💜

@Captain24 nah that's fair, and so glad you got some extra snoozles. It honestly makes me so happy to know how close you two have gotten, and how much you can be there for each other 😊

Gladness, you're doing amazingly hun, even if it doesn't feel like it. Sweet dreams 🌛🌟

It didn’t take me to long to get to sleep last night so that was good.

This morning is feeling a little better than yesterday morning. I haven’t had to fight myself so hard to pack lunch and make breakfast.

Im about to go and get dressed and that’ll be my test but I feel a lot safer this morning. I feel like I will make it to work. I will get punished for having yesterday off and get a shit job though. They are cracking right down on sick leave and we don’t get treated well.

At least I’m safe though, well so far anyway.

Hey @MissGremlin and @Captain24 ,

How's this day going for you? Did you go for any ANZAC day marches? I didn't. But I listened to them.

I've caught up on all the posts here.

Seems eventful but also not eventful.

The dogs are keeping you both entertained - as well as diamond art.

I'm glad to hear Pix is so much better. What a difference! It seems like she's had insulin issues for a while? And really? Pix was obese? No way! She looks so small!

And how's Casper too. What he alright after swallowing that sock a while ago? Trust labradors to eat EVERYTHING!

And @Captain24 , what's a green ant? Do they have a terrible sting or something?

I want to share photos that I took of the beach when I went camping... but it's just so much effort because the photos are on my phone and I have to email them all to myself and then save and upload them... so much work. LOL. Especially when I have so much to catch up on here! I think I'm on the forums half the time I used to now so I just try to squeeze everything in.

You're prob sleeping @Captain24 after work. I'm not staying on for long, but I'll see you posts when you're on next @Captain24 @MissGremlin

Have a wonderful rest of the day!

Hello @tyme, no marches for me this year.

Casper is doing fine, labradors will eat everything even if it's not edible 😂.

Yes! My lab, Allie, ended up chewing all the air conditioner pipes! Chewed the clothes hoist handle so we couldn't put it up and down anymore. Also chewed our water pump pipes! It was horrendous @MissGremlin

Oh gees @tyme. Thankfully Casper has only eaten a sock and a couple of little things that passed through anyway. But yes lab's are known for eating things they shouldn't.

Hey @tyme

I didn’t go to the march as I was at work but we did have a minutes silence for all the service men and women. Everyone just pulled up where they were.

Thanks for reading back.

The vet thinks the diabetes has been underlying! Pixies ideal weight is 5kg. She is currently 5.3 but was 6.4. So yeah.. she was well over weight!

Have you never heard of green ants? They are just like the little ants you get in a kitchen but just double the done and bite! They hurt when they bite. My yard and garden is full of them. I always have to wear shoes outside or the little bastards will bite me!

O was at work today and will be tomorrow too. I just had yesterday off as I just couldn’t face it. It just wasn’t safe for me to go. It was the best decision I have made in recent times.

Hope you are around tomorrow night and I’ll try and stay awake!

Hey @MissGremlin

How are you feeling today?

Hello @Captain24 sweet, it's been quite the day. Many things have gone wrong which have all lead to one huge meltdown and lots of panic and heavy thoughts. I'm safe for now and sitting doing a diamond art though not one I'm keen on doing, it's better than nothing.

How are you feeling sweetheart?

I’m sorry it was one of those days @MissGremlin. Meltdowns happen when it’s all too much and then the thoughts follow. I hope the diamond art is helping distract even a little bit, I’m sorry you don’t like it.

Im feeling pretty downhearted. It was a really long day at work and I struggled to be social in the limited time I see people. It was too much. But I’m dreading going back tomorrow. I didn’t do too bad getting up and getting ready this morning, it wasn’t anywhere near as hard as Friday. I at least felt safe.

I’m having some pretty hard thoughts too. I’ve had a shower, fed the dogs and just eating 2 minute noodles for dinner. I’m hoping sleep finds me quickly when I get there