I can’t cope

The results will be fine. It’ll just be an increase in insulin dose. Nothing serious. I’ll have to see when they want to retest her and if it’s not for a while I’ll just take her in and get her weighed occasionally. I am basing her food of the website on an obese and under active dog. So I’ll see what happens with her weight and I’ll just have to redo what her food intake should be now and watch to see if she still loses or puts too much on. @MissGremlin

Oh… you only have safe foods? That must make things even harder. I hope it hasn’t changed anything for you. Do you have many safe foods?

It’s hard and a shame that we get it. I wish we didn’t need to. I have been imagining doing it and that scares my psych. But we are working on it and I can safely say at the moment I’m safe.

Sitting here doing it’s the best things for me right now. I’m glad I have taken the day off. I feel guilty and ashamed but it’s what I needed.

How’s yours going?

Bugger you still had to answer the phone anyway! 😂

@Captain24 keeping an eye on her weight is a good idea. You are honestly amazing with looking after Pix and Jett sweet, they are truly lucky to have you.

I have a few safe foods and just rotate them around. There's about 8-10 meals that I can eat that don't trigger too much anxiety.

I wish we didn't have to aswell. I'm the same sweet, it gets pretty scary at times so know that you're not alone with it. My doctor and counsellor know where things are sitting with me about it and that there's times I've failed but caught it before its gone too far. I'm glad you're working on it and that you are safe for now. I'm also safe at the moment.

Try not to feel guilty and ashamed, you've done incredible to listen to your body today and take the day off. It's also nice to have your company today, I'm glad we can be here with each other while we work on our diamond art.

I'm getting closer to being finished but I'm about to see if I can have something to eat.

I almost didn't answer the call as it was a private number and cos I knew when they were calling I didn't want to deal with another call. So it's lucky that I did answer it.

I could look after them better but the are look after pretty well @MissGremlin.

At least that’s a variety. With my adhd and autism I stick to the same couple and eat them constantly for weeks and then I might change to other things and then do the same.

Yeah, I feel totally safe. Just sitting here is helping so much and talking to you. Plus knowing that we are diamond arting together.

I hope you can eat something. In that state I feel like I have to soak up what is left in my system by eating something light.

Im halfway through a section but its 50xm long and I did quite a a big section as it was a lot of the same colours. I think it’s 25 rows.

Thank you for being here with me.

@Captain24 you look after them just fine sweetheart.

It's a bit of a variety. I do the same and eat a couple of meals for a while but then change to another couple.

It's really nice to just sit here and chat and diamond art together.

I'm eating the leftover roast beef that i cooked yesterday. Taking very little bites and eating it slowly.

The section I've been doing has alot of one colour aswell. Can't believe you're doing one that's 50cm long, it's going to look amazing once it's done though.

You're so welcome and thankyou for being here too sweet ❤️.

I just saw that these are available in spotlight, I think i need them 😂.

They are so cool! I would love to feel them! @MissGremlin. I’ve got to do a spotlight trip to get material to make dog coats so I’ll have a look whenever I can get there. I need mum to find the pattern first and talk her into looking after the dogs for a day as I have to travel to get there.

It is nice. Just being together virtually.

Roast beef sounds so good! Maybe I should get one to cook up on my next days off. I am thinking about making rissoles as well.

All my dog ones are that big. When I first looked at getting Pixies first one they said the bigger they get the more detail. That’s why I went the bigger size. I did do and Elvis and a tiger one that where both 60cm long but only 30 wide. I stick to mainly the 30x40 with regular ones I order off the site.

@Captain24 yes I'm thinking they would feel good, I'm hoping i can get to spotlight to have a look at them. I love the bright colours of them. Oh yes the dog coats, hopefully your mum can find the pattern and will watch the dogs so you can go hunting for material.

It's really nice to be here together virtually.

The roast beef was yummy, would definitely recommend it ☺️. Oohhh rissoles are yummy too 😋.

Yes the detail in the bigger ones is so much better than the small ones. I've only done 30×40cm but I don't really have the room for doing bigger ones. Maybe if I get one done of Casper I'll choose it to be a bigger one.

She might even get dad to watch them and come with me. That would be good as she can decide what she wants for hers. @MissGremlin. Plus hopefully pay for hers! I also need more sealer and I’m not paying $20 delivery for it and I want to check out the resin section. I always find goodies in there. Mind you I have 2 shelves in a wardrobe of resin stuff! 😂

We had roast beef and roast chicken on Easter Sunday but now I’m craving it again with baked veggies! The rissoles would be good then I could take rissoles sandwiches to work. I make good rissoles!

Casper will have to be a bigger one to try and get the detail out of the colour. I had trouble finding a photo of Jett and he has some tan on his face, not all black! It is so good to see the photo come together though. It feels kinda like a proud moment.

@Captain24 that would be good if she came with you. I'm still yet to try out the sealer that I got for mine. Have a hard time keeping Caspers hair off my diamond art 😂. Ooohhh resin stuff is always fun, I'd love to learn how to do it. Can never have enough craft supplies, at least that's what I tell myself 😂.

Roast chicken and beef are honestly delicious, put veggies with them and they are perfect 😋. Oohhh rissole sandwiches sound yummy.

Maybe I should put some white stripes on Casper so that he's not all black 😂. Seeing the picture come together is so good and definitely feels like a proud moment.

I like the time on my own but at least she can then help. I know what I want but just have to find the right materials. Pix needs 2 walking jackets and so does Keiko but Jett needs a couple as he gots so cold so easily @MissGremlin

I don’t eat very well at all but sometimes a crave a hearty meal.

White stripes may work! lol. I’m interested to see how Jett turns out in the 2 that have him in. I have to finish this one first! 😂 The next one will have him in it though.

I have to go to the chemist sometime this afternoon and get a medical certificate. That’s annoying.

Oh and I had a shower and brushed my teeth this morning!!! Hhhuuugggeeee achievement!

@Captain24 the time on your own can be good but it's also nice to have the help sometimes. These jackets sound so exciting and like they are very much needed especially as the weather starts getting cooler.

I'm the same, don't eat much most days but at times I crave a good meal.

It will be interesting to see how Jett turns out, I'm sure he'll look adorable. Haha one at a time with the diamond art 😂. I'm worried cos I'm getting closer to finishing this one and I only have 1 more to do but the others have only just been shipped.

Ugh that's super annoying having to go and get a medical certificate, at least you can get them from the chemist now though.

Woohoo, look at you go sweet, so proud of you ☺️.

I just made myself an iced coffee, was feeling thirsty.