I can’t cope

@Captain24 i know it's hard to ride the waves but know that you're not alone sweet, I'm here with you ❤️.

I understand that feeling and it completely makes sense. Have you done anything since getting up?

I just went and walked around the backyard and had a smoke and have come back to bed. That usually works but not this time @MissGremlin.

@Captain24 you did well to try sweet, I'm sorry it didn't work and I can imagine that it feels frustrating.

It is frustrating @MissGremlin. Maybe it would have been better if I didn’t check my phone and watch the HVO YouTube clip! The government is going to struggle massively if we all close down! As will the general economy if each region.

@Captain24oh that sounds tough watching that. I avoid watching the news or anything like that as it really triggers me. Times in the world are really uncertain at the moment that's for sure.

It wasn’t really a trigger just a source that probably made me more awake plus it really gets to me with how much people hate mining but don’t actually know what goes with it unlike the solar farms and things. There is totally different regulations. @MissGremlin

Maybe it was a trigger 😜 it makes me angry.

Why are you still awake?

@Captain24 maybe not something to watch at this time of night 😂. Can understand how it could make you angry though sweet.

I'm not even sleepy, this unfortunately is normal for me to still be awake at this time. I don't usually fall asleep until after 2.30am.

My phone is doing weird things in this site tonight! @MissGremlin. It’s annoying me too.

Maybe I'm just really irritable right now. Jett is annoying me where he is laying too.

That's late to be awake every night. No wonder you get so much diamond art done. I couldn’t cope with that. I’m not coping right now. The stars in the sky are pretty though. If I remember I’ll take a photo of the view from my backyard tomorrow and the front if I look to the right.

@Captain24 it's doing weird things for me tonight too, there seems to be some issues on the site.

Casper sometimes annoys me where he lays so I get it. Like now where he's right behind me but I was warm before so didn't have the covers on, now he's laying on them and I'm cold but can't pull the covers over me 😂

I pack the diamond art away around 10.30pm. Then just lay with Casper listening to music or watching my TV show. I try to sleep but can't so do what I can do keep myself distracted. I love looking at the stars, one good thing about being awake late at night.

I’m glad it’s not just me @MissGremlin

If that was Jett I could just move him and get them, if it was Pix though she wouldn’t move and would growl at me!

How do you cope with just laying? I couldn’t do it. I’m struggling now and thought about getting up and doing my housework but I want to wake up early to go grocery shopping so I don’t have to talk to people.

The stars are pretty. It’s really nice at work as there isn’t many lights so you can see them really clearly. The Milky Way is really bright. I get out and look at them when I can, I find it mindful. I bugger picture of the world.