I can’t cope

Thanks @MissGremlin

Hopefully @MissGremlin. I need the distraction really badly. Tv is not working for me at all.

@Captain24 i completely understand that. When I have the TV on i still have to be doing something else.

I'll keep everything crossed for you that they come early sweet.

Windscreens are expensive having to get it all done @tyme. That tax is a lot. Hopefully the next one isn’t so bad.

I don’t know why it’s like it. Apparently to come out of freeze I have to go through this and that’s why everyone is so concerned. It’s all just part of it. I’m safe at the moment but I imagine myself taking the steps to end it. My psych knows and we are working on it together. Today is extra hard but other than finishing my last diamond art and having no distraction for this afternoon, nothing else has happened. My diamond arts should hopefully arrive tomorrow.

I don’t know if there is any videos. I didn’t look. If you do goggle it needs to be coal mines. If we don’t get approval for the extensions we shut in 6 years. The mine will be done. Then there will be no jobs as we will all be looking for them.

I’ve got nothing to do other than go to bed @MissGremlin. I’m sick of being in bed so early. I have to tomorrow night though for work on Friday.

@Captain24 I'm sorry sweet, it really is so tough when you don't have anything to do other than just go to bed. I'm in bed but feeling really restless, trying to do my diamond art though.

Maybe I should just get in there. Pix has just started chewing on an old bone though and I didn’t want to disturb her. Mum is giving her a fresh one on Tuesday night for the first time since before we went on holidays in February. @MissGremlin

@Captain24 if bed feels comfy and a safe space then I reckon it's a good idea but I also know you're sick of going to bed early. I'm sure Pix will love getting a fresh bone on Tuesday.

She lives them, you can’t even say the word bone. I tried talking to her one night ages ago and just slipped the word in mid conversation and she picked it up straight away. She was jumping up and down, barking at me and scratching at my legs! She will nearly rip mums arm off! 😂 @MissGremlin

@Captain24 haha awww that's so cute. She loves her bones 😂. Casper goes crazy and runs to the fridge if you say carrot, he will even grab one out himself when i give him the ok to do so 😂.