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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Hello @tyme, how are you?

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At least you are getting out @MissGremlin

I have to go grocery shopping, clean the house and food prep for work. That’s it. Oh and hope my diamond art arrives early. Other than the food prep I’ll be finished by about 10am.

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Hey @tyme

How are you?

I tried to look for photos on google to show you what my work is like but there is nothing suitable.

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I've had some really busy days @MissGremlin . It's been tough. Just so many little things adding up and then it accumulates.

I need my car windscreen replaced and recalibrated with all the sensors and cameras, need to get a gate fix on one of my properties, need to pay a $25k tax bill... so yeah, there's a lot going on. Because I've been staying up until all hours of the morning doing work, I'm running on very minimal sleep. So I think I'm just exhausted.

Once I sleep, I'll be good as gold.

What's been happening here? This is my first shift of the week so it's my catch up day. @Captain24

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You once showed me of a truck in a quarry. @Captain24 .

But I still can't imagine the ins and outs of what appears to be very complex operation 24/7. Is there a video or something?

I'm just so so so curious.

Is this a job you can do for many years to come?

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That does sound hard and like you are working yourself to the ground @tyme. What about a little self care?

That’s a pretty big bill. Is that normal?

Things are pretty tough. Actually I’m really struggling right now. I feel as though I have given up. I don’t want to do it anymore.

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@Captain24 yes but I'm not liking having to go out so much.

So you have a few things to do tomorrow, hoping they all go smoothly. Really hoping those diamond art kits arrive early for you so you've got something to do once you're done with everything.

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The windscreen is normal I reckon.... the tax thing is... I don't know? That was last last years return that I haven't done. I've got this year's so go too. So maybe another $25k? Who knows?

Whatever... money's money ... I don't have the energy to look into it. @Captain24

Why are things so hard? What's happened? Sorry if you've explained it all already. I haven't caught up yet.

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@tyme i can relate to when lots of little things add up and it accumulates.

I'm sorry it's been so tough for you, hoping things start to settle down and that you can get some much needed rest.

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Once I rest, I'll be totally fine and ready to go again @MissGremlin @Captain24

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