I can’t cope

@Captain24 the panic attacks are very frustrating.

Well done sweet and I'm glad you feel like you've accomplished something.

It's not really much an appointment for connection today, it's going to be rather stressful and I just have to hold myself together to support them.

Definitely don't want to forget my lanyard today.

I started a new diamond art last night, was much less stressful than the one I've been trying to fix but the areas of lots of one colour drives me nuts 😂

I’ve now bathed the dogs and thinking about going out to weed my garden. @MissGremlin

Im sorry the appointment will be stressful, I was hoping that being a support person would be good. Hopefully all goes well and you can hold yourself together. It’s ok if you can’t though. It can be really tough.

Im glad you started a new one. I find it painful to do a lot of one colour but also it’s quicker to do and quicker results. But at the same time I find it therapeutic to just be able to do it and not keep changing colours. But then the changing colours keeps it feeling like progress. That’s all a bit confusing! 😂

Im hoping all is going ok right now and you are able to function, even if it’s just a little bit. I’m around most of the day. I have a psych appointment at 2 and I have to go to the vet and pay my bill and get fuel while it’s a little lower in price.

Thought this was funny and suits me totally.

@Captain24 haha that's so relevant to me 😂.

Shall reply a bit later as I have to finish getting ready to head out.

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@Captain24 wrote:

Thanks @Jynx @MissGremlin.

It is great news. I’m 90% happy with it, no dealing with the pain, no restrictions, no confinement, no trying to figure out time off work! The other 10 is what if it returns and I don’t know. If they had have taken it out then it can’t return.

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Yay @Captain24 it sounds like a huge weight off ya shoulders!! I do get that there's still this little tiny bit of worry still lingering but hopefully it will lessen over time. Will you also have regular checkups to keep an eye on things?

Also yes SO proud of you for standing up for yourself!! I hope there haven't been too many more stressful work events of late!!

But now you know that you can stand your ground if you need to 💪😁

How are things with your pups?

@MissGremlin sorry to hear about your tooth pain and the recent stuff at the shops. Sounds very overwhelming, I hope you are doing what you can to show yourself some compassion and gentleness 💜

It is a huge weight @Jynx. I will go back in 2 years and have it redone just to check but if I start blood loss at anytime I have to go straight back and have it removed.

I did good! My psych cheered. I can stand my ground now. Hopefully I’ll remember that in the future.

My babies are good. The slept with me pretty much all day yesterday and all afternoon today after my psych appointment. They love it. I say I’m going to bed and they just come running! One is asleep in her bed and the other is annoying me by chewing loudly on a deer antler!

How are you going?

Hello @Captain24 sweet, I'm sorry for the very delayed reply. I've struggled to get on much today.

It's very much a mixed thing with doing one colour where it's a large section. Yes it's good not having to change colours but also I get tired of focusing on just that one colour 😂.

Hoping the day went ok for you sweet and I'm sorry I wasn't around to chat.

It’s ok @MissGremlin

It hasn’t really been a good day but I guess it is what it is. My psych appointment was good and then I went and slept for a couple of hours. Just boiling pasta for dinner.

Sorry it’s been so hard for you. It’s ok not to chat if you aren’t able to. I totally understand.

@Captain24 I'm sorry it hasn't been a good day sweet. Glad your psych appointment was good and that you got a sleep. Pasta for dinner sounds good, I made tacos but couldn't eat much cos of my teeth.

I'm just doing my bedtime routine but am around to chat if you are up for it.

It was good. I just put cheese on it @MissGremlin. Are your teeth getting better or worse? How’s your eye?