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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 i actually haven't had a chance to stop and do anything. I did finish my diamond art this morning though, I'll share a picture soon.

Hope work goes ok tonight sweet, look forward to chatting to you whenever you can ❤️.

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Oh yay for finishing it! I’m hoping to finish mine on my days off. @MissGremlin

Im planning on my first full day off to be a big day and then I’m free for the others. I like how it worked last block and I had a lot of time to myself.

Not having stopped is hard. It’s exhausting and wears you down. I just want o moments peace when that happens and it drags me down a lot. Which is why I’m trying to learn to look after myself.

I hope you can chill when you go to bed. Do you have another one to start, starting is really hard though.

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@Captain24 I've only just sat down, other than the few minutes where I froze in my kitchen and found myself sitting on the floor which I haven't done for a while.

It's so satisfying when you finish them but starting them sucks 😂.

I had something happen at the shops today which left me really shaken (I'm safe), I had no sooner got home and made an iced coffee when my mother rang to ask if I could take her to the shops as her car is off the road. So I haven't stopped since heading out to the doctors to get a flu shot.

I have another one to do, just doing a small one 20×20cm.

Hope work is going ok for you sweet ❤️

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Sounds like a full on day @MissGremlin ! Hope you get to relax.

I might take the kiddos for starbucks tomorrow. They go back to school on Monday (Phew!)

Anything planned for tomorrow @MissGremlin @Captain24 ?

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@tyme it was a full on day. I'm trying to relax but finding it hard to settle. I'm sorting out the diamond dots at the moment.

That sounds good going to starbucks though I've never been. Lucky yours go back on Monday, kids here don't go back until the following Monday.

I don't have any plans for tomorrow myself.

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@Captain24 wrote:

So he called me at 2 and woke me up. It is all clear which isn’t what I was expecting! So that’s good news. I can have it redone in a year or two and recheck for the cells.
@MissGremlin @tyme @AuntGlow @Jynx


Phew!!!! Yay! What a relief! All the long awaited stress!

Party time! @Captain24

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Kids go on holidays at all different times around Australia. I've been looking to book the kids to go to Japan for a holiday, but I can't find something that's suitable. It's so expensive over the school holidays @MissGremlin Oh well. They'll jsut have to wait. I heard that because of the fuel shortage, they were cancelling flights that aren't full.

Why do you need to 'sort' diamond dots? Don't you do one colour at a time? @MissGremlin

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@tyme they definitely do all go at different times and some for longer than others. I can imagine the school holidays would be quite an expensive time to go for anywhere flight wise and even more so at the moment with the fuel situation.

I only work on a section at a time so use whatever colours are in that section. Working on one colour at a time would drive me nuts.

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Hahaha. I think we established that. I work only on one colour at a time. And you do a section at a time 🙂

Makes sense why you need to resort the colours - now THAT'S annoying for me! @MissGremlin

Whatever floats your boat, right? As long as it works for you.

I don't know how @Captain24 managed to use square dots - THAT would annoy me because you have to make them so squared and aligned with the next square!

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@tyme yes i remember we discussed this a while ago 😂. It's whatever works for each individual i guess.

I'm keen to do one of the ones with the square dots, I don't mind a challenge ☺️.

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