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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Everything is done. I’ve just gotten back home and I’m about to go to bed @MissGremlin.

I usually put my phone on do not disturb so no one can disturb me while I’m sleeping other than mum if something happens and she needs me. She obviously knows when I’m sleeping for nightshift as she has the dogs. But I’m still waiting for my phone call so I can’t.

Im sorry that there is a lot with your car. That would be pretty stressful.

I won’t be around much for the next few days. I’m sorry. But thank you for this morning, I needed it.

I will post this afternoon about my results though. If he ever rings.

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@Captain24 I'm glad you've gotten everything done sweet and that you're in bed now.

It's a shame he didn't ring you before you had to go to bed but I'm hoping the call does go ok when he rings and I'll keep my eyes out for when you share the results but know that there's no pressure to.

It's ok that you won't be able to be around, I know you're going to be working. I look forward to being able to chat whenever you can ☺️. I'm so glad I could be here for you sweet and you're so welcome.

Thinking of you sweet and sending love and hugs ❤️.

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So he called me at 2 and woke me up. It is all clear which isn’t what I was expecting! So that’s good news. I can have it redone in a year or two and recheck for the cells.
@MissGremlin @tyme @AuntGlow @Jynx

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@Captain24 oh sweet, that's absolutely amazing news. I'm so happy for you ❤️

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@Captain24 wrote:

So he called me at 2 and woke me up. It is all clear which isn’t what I was expecting! So that’s good news. I can have it redone in a year or two and recheck for the cells.
@MissGremlin @tyme @AuntGlow @Jynx


OMG yay @Captain24 this is SUCH good news!! So happy for you hun, how are you feeling?

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Thanks @Jynx @MissGremlin.

It is great news. I’m 90% happy with it, no dealing with the pain, no restrictions, no confinement, no trying to figure out time off work! The other 10 is what if it returns and I don’t know. If they had have taken it out then it can’t return.

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Morning @Captain24 sweet, i can definitely understand that 10% of concern and I think it's completely valid. Sending you love and hugs sweetheart ❤️

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I have a spare 5 minutes @MissGremlin

I didnt get enough sleep but I’m guessing I’ll get through and hopefully sleep better tomorrow for tomorrow night and then it’s done for 4 days.

Just checking in to see how you are feeling?

Im thinking of you.

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Hello @Captain24 sweet, it really made me smile to see your name pop up. Today has been so hard so it's nice to just have connection right now.

I'm sorry you didn't get enough sleep but I'm glad that this block of shifts is almost over for you.

I've been thinking of you sweet ❤️.

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I’m glad I put a smile on your face. @MissGremlin

Im sorry it’s been really hard. Have you managed to do anything to look after yourself today? You must be nearly finished that diamond art?

I’ve got to run but I may have time to check in at the smoke stop if no one is around chatting to me.

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