I can’t cope

@Captain24 at least you have a bit of a chance to rest before having to do meals. I couldn't even do my diamond art last night, my focus wasn't there at all.

I won't say anything more about it but it's not that simple unfortunately.

The appointment is at 10.30. I have to go and get a globe for my snakes vivarium before I go now as it's blown this morning and the temperature has dropped too low. Baby cuddles are always good and it will be nice to have my friend with me too.

My results are in and he wants to bring me Telehealth appointment earlier. I find out next Friday. It’s can’t be too bad as I’m sure he would have called me in earlier. But he also didn’t tell me about the bad results last time until 6 weeks later. But at least I now only have to wait 9 days @MissGremlin

You only need to tell me as much as you want to. I’ll never ask for any information. I try to be really respectful of peoples situations especially on here.

That’s a bugger. I hope it’s not too expensive and that your snake will be ok.

Good luck with your appointment and I’m glad you aren’t in your own.

@Captain24 I'm glad you only have to wait 9 days now. Hoping all is ok with your results sweet.

Thankyou for being understanding, I'm just mindful of what I share on here.

Whilst most people wouldn't consider $20 expensive, to me it is alot. Especially when the other globe is only 5 months old and should have lasted longer so I'll be talking to them about that this morning. I've got an emergency globe that I've put in at the moment, it doesn't get to the right temperature but it's better than nothing. I'm sitting at the shop waiting for it to open now.

Thankyou sweetheart, i wish I could talk about the appointment on here but I can't unfortunately.

We will just have to wait and see @MissGremlin. The thing I’m most anxious about is how long will I have to take off work if I need more surgery. Not the surgery itself! 😂

I get being mindful. I actually have met someone that I found out was in here. She hasn’t been in for a while apparently. I don’t know her username but she thinks she has spoken to me before. She lives here and I met her through a support group in town. After finding out we were both in here we haven’t talked about it since!

I understand $20 can be a lot. I’ve had many of rough times. My electricity got disconnected and a lock put in my electrical box. I had no power for well over a week and my friend had to bail me out. I’ve had eviction notices and an auntie bailed me out.

It’s all good. Just know that I’m thinking of you with it.

Hey @MissGremlin

I hope your appointment is going ok. I’ve just gotten into bed and if I have time when I wake up I’ll check in. I do have ironing to do though. Just know I’m thinking of you if I don’t get time

@Captain24 thankyou sweetheart. I'm still here just waiting at the moment. It's alot to go through and I woke up with a migraine. I hope you get a good sleep sweet.

@Captain24 glad you are able to get your results sooner hun!

Feel free to jot down any ideas I've shared - I know I always forget things like that in the moment when I actually need em!

Hope your shift goes okay tonight 🤞💜

OMG @MissGremlin you have a snek? I love snakes!!

@Jynx i do, I have shared pics with you before I think?

I hope it went ok in the end @MissGremlin

I slept awesomely yesterday afternoon. I woke up to a noise and thought ‘what’s that’ it was my alarm! 😂

Ive just got home and about to have breakfast before I feed the dogs and go to bed.

How are you feeling?

I actually see my GP for a MH check in on Friday so I’m going to ask him if he has the results! @Jynx. Maybe I’ll know sooner.

I forget things in the moment too. It’s hard to think straight when you are like that.

My shift was okish I guess, I did a job that I like so that was good. I kept myself pretty busy but at around 2am I got really tired. Not as bad as my last lot of nightshifts but it was hard. I kept going though.

Im just about to have breakfast, feed the dogs and go to bed.

I hope you have a good day.