I can’t cope

@Captain24 i would go earlier but have routine so always go around the same time. Plus knowing that the workers that I know are on at the times I go helps.

Hearing you on feeling exhausted now, I know you were hoping to avoid sleeping but maybe just resting for a little bit?

I'm glad they are all aware of what's going on but i know it's only really the mental health nurse that I'll be able to contact if i need to. Will just be taking things moment by moment over the long weekend (I'm safe).

Thankyou sweet, it really means alot ❤️.

I like routine @MissGremlin. I’m pretty good at it most of the time. So I get that that’s what you do. Plus it’s helpful to know the people that are there.

Im just going to try and push through. See what happens. If I rest I’ll sleep for an hour or more.

At least you have them that you can contact, it’s something at least. Have you got anything in place to keep you safe?

@Captain24 the Easter long weekend is messing up the routine which is making things even harder.

Hoping you can get a really good night's sleep tonight after not having a nap today.

The only things I have in place are keeping connected here, doing my distractions and reaching out to the mental health person if I need to (I'm safe). I'm currently sitting on my kitchen floor with Casper in front of me giving me his paw.

I get that @MissGremlin. If something interrupts my routine I don’t cope. I have been known to have a full meltdown. Routines are important.

I hope so. Maybe I won’t wake up until after 6 which would be nice.

I guess there isn’t really much else you can do. Well I’ve got no suggestions. Sorry.

It’s cute when they give you the paw. Pix does it all the time, whenever she wants a pat or anything else. I was doing my diamond art and looked up and Jett was in the back of the lounge looking at me. He’s a little sweet.

@Captain24 can relate to having meltdowns if the routine is interrupted.

Sleeping until past 6 would be so good, I'm always up around 6am everyday.

Don't think there is much more i can do to be honest. But we will just have to see how things go.

Yes it's cute, Casper usually does it to alert me if my heart rate is too high. Awww Jett is so cute. How is Pix doing?

I usually sleep until 7 at the earliest! @MissGremlin This waking up early isn’t doing me any good! 😂

Thats pretty cool that he can do that. Pix just wants attention when she does it. Jett is my

little buddy. He just sat on the kitchen chair next to me. I’m done with diamond art for the day now.

Pix is a bit flat and drinking lots of water so I’ll have to try and do a urine test and see what the results are. She could be tired though as I keep getting up early.

I got home from shopping, unpacked my groceries and sat on the lounge. Less than a minute later….

Hey @Captain24 ! Cool photo!

@Captain24 waking up early sucks, I'm not a morning person 😂.

Haha Casper climbs on top of me if he wants attention all 25kg of him 😂. Awww Jett is definitely your little buddy, loves being close to you.

Hoping Pix is ok and that she's just tired.

Awwww look at them cuddled up with you 😍.

Hey @tyme

Its pretty cute.

How are you?

Totally cute.

I'm really really behind on posts, but I wanted to say hi and re back later. Otherwise I'll be spending all the time reading back before I have to hop off again.

So for now, how's everything going for you? How's your recuperation?

What's been happening??? I'm sure you've shared everything already, so sorry if you have to share parts again.