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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
So I woke up determined to start the day in a positive way. Then my mum rings. Because I didn’t agree with the garbage she was going on about she hung up on me. That derailed me. Now I just have to sit with it and wait until I can get back on track.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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Is anyone around?
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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It doesn’t matter. Im not worth it. I’ll just go back to bed
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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Im a worthless waste of space. I’ve just let my team down and I guess myself.
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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@Captain24 you have more worth than your realise 💞. Sitting with you.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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That’s not what my team is going to think @creative_writer. I’m a complete failure. I’ve had enough and don’t want to do this anymore.
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tymeModerator
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Hey @Captain24 , what’s happened today? I’m sorry today is not a good day.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I’ve spent most of the day in bed @tyme. I got up to give Pix lunch. Then I had the urge to SH. Once I started I couldn’t stop. I just had no control. I haven’t sh’d in months and even then it wasn’t out of control. I’ve let everyone down, my team, you and I guess myself. Im such a failure.
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tymeModerator
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Hey @Captain24 ,
Sitting with you. It sounds very difficult at the moment.
Anything you’d like to chat about?
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I don’t even know what caused it @tyme. I just feel like I’m getting even worse.
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