I can’t cope

Hello lovely,

How has this week been for you? Any updates on our little forums fur baby? 🥹 @Captain24

Also, how is your back feeling?

I think the fact you were able to find presence and grounding at the beach shows that you can access those parts when things feel safe and soothing. I know that life has been utterly tumultuous for you, so I really am so happy every time I read that you have found a moment of lightness, because you deserve to feel that way.

Aww, I am so glad you will still see her online, that is a huge relief, I am sure. How did your last session go? 💛

Thank you for your message last night @MissGremlin I didn’t see it until now sorry.

Did you end up going to bed last night? Did you do any diamond art today?

Hello @Captain24 sweet, you're so welcome and that's completely ok.

I did go to bed about 10pm. I did some diamond art last night but haven't done any today, though I did buy another little one at the shops today.

How was your day sweetheart?

Hi @AuntGlow

This week is hard. Today was really hard.

Pix’s pancreatitis has gone but so far the diabetes is still there. She gets blood tests weekly until we work out what is going on but it looks permanent. So then we do different tests and it all goes from there.

My back is really sore but not as sore as it was.

Thanks. The beach was different this time. I tried.

My session went well. We did different stuff. I do t see her for three weeks now. But I have to find three things to be grateful for each day. That hasn’t been easy. I have no idea about today as it wasn’t a good day.

How have you been?

@Captain24 !!!!

How are you! I've caught up on all the posts now.

What a journey! It's so good to see you and @MissGremlin support each other.

I was just saying to @MissGremlin in another thread that we all have our own battles, and the most important thing is that we are here to support each other. Sometimes, it's doesn't even need words. Just sitting with someone can make all the difference.

I really hope Pix's diabetes isn't permanent... that's so stressful! I had to laugh when you posted about giving Jett a bath and Pix thought he'd get a treat without her so she let you bathe her too! That's so funny. I know what you mean by Pix being very treat-driven.

@MissGremlin , glad to see you. I know it's not easy at the moment. Just hang in there. Hope Casper is feeling better.

Thankyou @tyme, I'm trying so hard to keep hanging in there.

Casper is doing fine, his ear is better now thankfully ☺️

How was going to bed later for you? Were you distracted from the panic longer? @MissGremlin

Im glad you got some done last night. What did you buy today?

My day was horrible. I’m really struggling and I’m not ok.

@Captain24 the panic was still there unfortunately, but at least i tried something different.

I brought a tiger diamond art to do so I'm about to sort out the gems to that ☺️.

I'm sorry your day was horrible, I'm here if you'd like to chat about anything.

Sending you hugs sweetheart ❤️

Thanks so much for reading through @tyme. You have no idea how much that means to me.

@MissGremlin Has been a great support.

It’s been nice to have their support. I just don’t feel as though I’m much in return though. We do all have our own battles but that’s where we can connect as we know what it’s like to have battles.

Yes!!! She is very treat driven!!! It’s hard now as she can’t have much. I’m hoping it’s not permanent but I’m expecting that it is. I’m working life around that it is, then if she is lucky enough to not have it then that will be unexpected news. Does that make sense?

How is everything going for you? Are you coping ok? How’s things with your BIL? Any progress?

@Captain24 ,

I'm sorry to hear that today was so bad @Captain24 . That's sounds horrible. DId something in particular happen? Or is it Pix, your back your parents?

Sitting with you.

@MissGremlin , glad to hear Casper's ear is better. How are things going for you. Have you been doing any art/craft lately?