It is real @Jynx and I’m really struggling with it. I’m struggling with a lot. I struggled to go to work. But I did it and still have 4 more shifts to go.
Ot does go blank but she recognises that and prompts me. She knows me well and can see what is happening so she will ask a few little questions in the right direction and I can then answer them. Sometimes I must be such hard work for her to find the right buttons to push. But I will write some stuff down. It’ll help us both. I have to read the posts as it’s all Telehealth not in person.
I haven’t spoken to anyone. I did ask the surgeon if the same medical complications were going to happen again and he obviously didn’t have an answer but has written me a script for medication if the blood loss doesn’t stop. So far I’m going it alone. I haven’t had time to talk to my psych about it as we did something different on Tuesday that she wanted to do when she could see me in person.
I did have a shower and now I have climbed into bed. I got my plushie from a sensory store on-line and she is called ‘Delilah the Dino’ I picked that one because it was cute but more the fact that it was green!
My alarm goes off early in the morning so if I don’t respond that means I’ve gone to sleep!
