I can’t cope

Hey @MissGremlin @Captain24 .

Thinking of you both... sorry I've been a bit scarce! Please don't think I've forgotten you! I haven't caught up with all the past posts, but I promise I'll get there.

Sorry! I've had a few things to do on my side

Hello @tyme, it's all good sweet. I know it gets busy behind the scenes.

Hope you are doing ok.

Sorry they not long got home so I had to feed them and give Pix her insulin.

Work was ok I guess @MissGremlin. I got a good job so that was good. It was busy. Didn’t keep me distracted a lot though. My back hurt really badly but not what I expected. I didn’t think I’d be able to walk upright but I can, it’s just aching a lot but not grabbing at all.

Pix was good for mum this morning with her needle. Mum said there is toys all over the lounge room floor at her house. I blamed Jett but it wasn’t him. It was Pix, she was going through all Keiko as new toys she got for her birthday and then Prix just kept jumping into the pile to see what else she could find. She was also running around the back yard with the other two. So sounds like she is doing really well.

Sorry I’m still reeling from that other post. I have lots I could say.

How did you go today?

It’s ok @tyme. I know you have lots to do. You are actually one of the very few that actually talk to us anymore. So if you get busy I understand. I know you care and that’s all that matters.

@Captain24 that's ok sweet.

I'm glad work was ok and that you got a good job. It's good that you can walk upright, shame that it's aching but it not grabbing is good.

Awww sweet Pix, I think she's adorable so she can get away with making a mess 😂. It's good that she's doing well, makes me happy to hear.

Please know it's not about you sweet, not at all.

Today has been really hard, I'm looking forward to sitting on my bed tonight. I rang 2 services today even though I knew they couldn't do anything, but it hurt to be told that there's nothing they can do even when it was expected.

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@Captain24 wrote:

Sorry I’m still reeling from that other post. I have lots I could say.

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Hey @Captain24 , did you want to email me about this?

It’s quite funny. @MissGremlin. If it had have been Jett that made the mess she would have said ‘that little black shit’ made a mess but science it was Pix it was ok! She has a spot in mums heart too.

I hope you are sitting there now. Well done on trying, that would have been so hard to make those calls. I’m sorry but didn’t work out and it’s ok to be hurt even though you knew it was going to happen. Just hearing it again and again must hurt so much.

I can’t really the post doesn’t say who they are talking about and neither did the post a couple of weeks ago. It’s just judgemental and then they complain that people are unkind to them! @tyme

@Captain24 haha aww Pix is a special girl ☺️.

I'm not yet, at the moment I'm just on my lounge. It was really hard but it's done now anyway. It's just like my hands are tied and there's nothing I can do with my housing situation.

She is special. There is something about her that is different but I don’t know what it is. @MissGremlin

Thats late for you? Has something happened? I’m so sorry that there is no where to turn for you. I’m really worried about you