I can’t cope

@Captain24 i managed to catch his ear before it's turned into an infection. It's very badly inflamed so he's on steroids for 2 weeks now and I have to clean his ear daily. The vet was really understanding she didn't charge me for the ear swab, I broke down in tears cos it was all too much. Then when I had to leave my car wouldn't start so that was extra stress. I'm home now and just completely exhausted in every way possible.

Exactly right, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for him.

Thankyou for your support sweetheart ❤️.

I hope all is well with Pix for the rest of today and that your gp appointment goes ok.

I’m so glad you could get him there @MissGremlin. At least he is getting treatment now and it will settle down.

It’s so good that the vet was understanding of your situation. These are our babies and it hurts to see them suffer.

You are having real trouble with your car. Is there anything you can look up in google that might be able to help you fix it?

Pix is doing just fine. She has been barking at the front door any everything. She just wanted to scare me!! I’m still getting mum to keep an eye on her anyway! Better to be safe than sorry.

Im around if you need. Just sing out.

Do you have any plans?

@Captain24 I'm really glad I was able to get him in and that the vet was understanding. It does hurt to see them suffer, they are family to us.

Unfortunately my car has many things wrong with it and I can't afford to get the parts to fix it. I do have a little jump starter thing that I was able to use to get it started.

I'm so glad Pix is doing ok now. She's a bit of a cheeky girl, keeping you on your toes 😂.

Thankyou sweet ❤️. I'm going to lay on my lounge and snuggle with Casper, hoping I can get some sleep.

I hope sleep works out for you. You really need it. @MissGremlin

I’ll be here when you wake up.

@Captain24 i really do need at least a little bit of sleep.

I really appreciate you being here sweet, i can't thank you enough ❤️

It’s all good @MissGremlin. You are always here for me too. We’re here to look out for each other. I know you and night fury have a good relationship but they are probably at work right now so I’m hoping that I’m helping you fill in the gap.

@Captain24 yes we are here for each other, that's what this community is all about. We do have a good relationship and she would be at work at the moment. But you aren't just filling a gap sweet, you are also a very good friend to me here on the forums and your chats mean so much to me ❤️.

It’s ok with me to be a gap filler @MissGremlin. Just as long as you are feeling cared for and supported. I don’t like to interrupt when you guys are chatting. I love the relationship that you both have.

You are a really good friend to me too. I usually push people away and you have stuck by me. Even though I’m the worst I have been in a really long time.

I just bought my doona in from the clothesline and put the cover on it. It has really hurt my back. 😢. I have realised that I really need to take it to the laundromat to wash it though. It’s disgusting! It’s wool as well so I didn’t realise how bad it smelt. Smells better after being on the line airing though. Where I cleaned where Pix was sick dried pretty quickly but has that whole wet wool smell! I might check the weather and do it in my next days off.

This is so me. The first thing I do when I get home from work is take my heavy duty hi-vis jeans off.

I’m really really struggling.

Im sitting at the doctors office. The phone is ringing non stop. The receptionists are really loud when talking to people. There is a couple sitting next to be watching reels or something in there phone and all I can hear is the music or clips from it. It’s loud as well. Then they are talking and are talking loud.

He is getting the shots with running late and is getting agitated.

Im starting to shake. I can’t handle it.