I can’t cope

I have literally just walked in the door @tyme I haven’t even got the lawn mower out yet.

I’ve done it a couple of times. My lawn mower is broken so I have theirs. Dad never does it anyway. So I’ve been taking the mower around and doing it for them. Especially lately, it’s too hot for him to be out doing it. The last time I did it it was 39 degrees when I finished. Today is pretty good as it’s only 35 but still way too hot for dad. But they also do so much for me, at least it’s something I can do for them.

It is a huge step and it does need to be recognised. Now it’s about if he wants help. That’s the next hurdle.

I think you will love them. I get RoKR ones and they are all wooden, none of this paper and stuff. I’m about to do a carousel on. I’ve done a piano, a music box and a marble run. It’s really time consuming and fiddly and you have to be really careful as the pieces can break so easily. I have another 3 after the carousel as well.

I’ve done 3 little fish of the mini blocks. I think I have 7 more to do. Then I have a couple of others as well.

This is the marble one @tyme

  and the piano and music box

 and the one I’m about to start.

Hey @Jynx

Its late Saturday afternoon and I’m thinking of you.

I am hoping that you are both having an amazing time at the beach.

Nice and chilled, relaxing and calming.

I’m really tired. All I want is to go to bed but I can’t, I have to wait until Pix can be fed.

My hip is aching badly, The pain is intense. I can’t find a position where it doesn’t hurt.

Im feeling really low and down. Even taking my meds was hard work. It all just feels too much right now.

Hello @Captain24 sweet, what time can Pix be fed?

I'm sorry that your hip is hurting you, it sounds really uncomfortable.

Feeling low and down and feeling like it's all too much right now is really understandable with everything that's been going on.

Know that you're not alone sweetheart, sending you love and hugs ❤️

Hey @Captain24 ,

Yes! They are the 3D ones I'm talking about. However, I'm looking at more complicated ones to make. Did yours need glue?

I'm sorry it feels so hard at the moment. Why is your hip so sore?

Pix can’t have dinner until 8:30. It needs to be 12 hours between insulin doses. @MissGremlin

Im thinking of you.

Nah. No glue. All the peices interconnect. It takes me a while to do them. @tyme.

What ones are you looking at?

I don’t know what’s wrong with my hip. The other one aches like this when it’s going to rain but this one doesn’t. I woke up with it this morning but it settled down a bit but has come back with a vengeance.

I guess I just have to get use to feeling like this all the time. I guess it’s not going anywhere.

That's no good re your hip! Geez! It's like everything's falling apart. It's one thing after another! @Captain24

Do you think it's bone or muscle?

I'm thinking of getting these ones: https://www.spotlightstores.com/robotime?srsltid=AfmBOoqpJCNXPKagcxkqPYBSKRlZMQEhfppmnsyCKjTh16A1GAKiY4UJ Not now though. I don't really have the time for it.

Did you find it therapeutic and calming?

@Captain24 not too much longer then although I know it can feel like forever when you are so tired. You truly are doing so well managing things sweetheart ❤️.

Thankyou ❤️.