I can’t cope

@Captain24 i can see why it was hard to hear her say that. I think you are doing amazing with Pix and that she's very lucky to have you looking after her. I also think you do understand that black cloud, I'm sorry your friend lives in an environment like that and I imagine that's hard for her and you being on the receiving end of it at times too.

You don't have to go sweetheart, i chose to respond to your post cos I care and wanted to check in with you to see how you were feeling.

I’m in a little bit of distress @MissGremlin She does this to me often. Dismisses what I’m going through

I just wanted to let you know.

I will leave you alone as you have enough to deal with yourself.

@Captain24 i can understand why sweet. I'm sorry that she's done this to you and you don't deserve it.

I'm here for you sweetheart ❤️.

Hey @Captain24 , sorry so late. Just one of those days.

Thank you for sending through the photos! They are sooo cute! Wow! She's three already! I remember when you first got Keiko after Angel. Awwwww.

Thank you for your post from earlier on. There's a lot going on on my side. I sorta knew it was coming, but it was a bit of a shock I guess.

Besides that, I'm glad to be here. It's always good to connect with people here.

I hear today have been exhausting. It sounds like you don't start with many spoons each day, and therefore there's no more spoons by the morning!

But seriously, you do a lot considering.

How is Pix doing today?

Hi @tyme, just read your post

are you ok? Would it help to talk about what’s happening? 100% ok if prefer not to, completely no pressure.

You’ve got a lot going on @tyme. It’s ok to just do you.

How bad is he? Is it as bad as a relapse?

There isn’t many spoons in my life at all and most of them go to Pix. She is my priority.

I have to mow mum and dad’s lawn tomorrow so that’ll take a lot.

She is doing pretty well. She is running from her needles though which is hard and heartbreaking.

Please know I am here for you.

@Captain24 @Flutterbug9 ... he's got a drug problem but doesn't realise. It's serious now.

Early stages of psychosis but doesn't really admit it.

When it comes to drugs, desperate times call for desperate measures - stealing from me, the kids, his wife...

Arghhhh....

Oh @tyme. I’m so sorry. When you said it was bad last night I was hoping it wasn’t that.

Is the psychosis at being able to call ES yet?

How are you coping? Do the kids realise? How’s your sister?

I still stand with you taking care of yourself through this though.

Im here for you through it all.

Nasty plus sad situation at the same time

so sorry to hear @tyme

Hoping thinking of you and hoping you are coping ok, at least as good as possible

It was a shock when I found out. I haven't spoken to my sister or him about it since I found out on Wed. He told me straight. I was numb.

I still in processing phase.

I feel okay though. I'm not angry.

Kids don't know.

I just hope he gets the help he needs. He's not 'bad' enough to have any forced intervention @Flutterbug9 @Captain24

It's not something that will stop my life or anything. It just means I have to be monitoring things more and be around for the kids a lot more.

He's not well. I think my sis will take him to the doc asap.

Life keeps going. It's just one of these kinks in the road. We all have them. I know we will all get through this. It sounds bad, but I'm not in a bad place at all.