I can’t cope

Don't be sorry @Captain24 . I know it's a lot for you at the moment.

I'm just sitting quietly here so I don't overwhelm you.

Just know I'm here, by your side as you navigate this.

Hello @Captain24 sweet, I'm sorry to hear that Pix is so unwell but I'm really glad she's in good hands with the vet.

How are you feeling now sweetheart, it sounds like everything got really overwhelming for you.

Here for you sweet, sending you hugs ❤️.

I’ve just done what my psych asked me to do that I hadn’t done. They are locked away. @MissGremlin @tyme @AlwaysMyself

I am still struggling a lot. The vet is going to ring me back again sometime tonight as well.

It’s really lonely here without her. That could have been permanent.

Im still crying.

I turn up to all my appointments @AlwaysMyself and never cancel unless there is a work commitment that has changed. I’m usually logged on before it starts and she arrives late. I’ve never been late either. Even when I have travelled down.

@Captain24 you've done so well to lock them away sweetheart, I'm really proud of you ❤️.

I hear you sweet, I'm glad the vet will ring you back again sometime tonight.

I can imagine how lonely it would feel without her there even with still having Jett, it's like a part of you is missing. But hopefully she'll be back home with you tomorrow after her tests and scan. Hugs sweetheart ❤️.

Well done @Captain24 . You have done really well. Crying is OK - it can help process and express feelings.

I wish i could offer to pay the appointment fee if your psych was at all upset, @Captain24 - because that is how sure I am that she will NOT be upset with you. 🤗. Thats like a $200 bet 😅 and i *don't* gamble lol.

How is Jett doing this evening? Are they keeping you company?

It’s for the best. I probably should have done it earlier.

There is definitely something missing. I know she wasn’t here Friday night but she is missing again and won’t be home until sometime tomorrow afternoon. One thing though is that I don’t have to keep an eye on her, they are doing that for me. plus less stress on Jett with me taking her away again tomorrow and not bringing her back.

Mum is coming to my appointment with the vet tomorrow. That way she can ask what she wants. Plus she can take in what I can’t.

Im really kind of hoping that my psych will do a quick checkin. She won’t be happy with me not making it to the appointments because she knows how much I really need them.

@MissGremlin @AlwaysMyself

Are you still around @tyme ?

I"m here. Is Pix okay @Captain24 ?

You are such a good mum to Pix and Jett. @Captain24 🥹

How is Pix today? 💛

I haven’t heard back from the vet yet. @tyme. Just waiting.

Im talking with mum and depending on how the appointment goes tomorrow I may take the next block off work to look after Pix. Not sure yet.

Im just feeling a little alone.

Are you doing anything for the next few days? Only if you have some time.