I can’t cope

Thanks @Honeymoon. It’s really hard as Pix is the only reason I am alive. If I didn’t have her and she didn’t need me I would already be gone.

She means the world to me. Plus now thee is Jett too. He is really unsettled today.

I do t know how you both do it? @AlwaysMyself @MissGremlin. I never even know the right thing to say and I don’t know where you find the strength.

That sounds good. I can totally get the carpet of dog hair! Mine is also full of sand at the moment!

I hope they do a good job for you and you can list it and then that’s one less expense.

I'm so glad you three found each other @Captain24

Please be extra gentle on yourself today. We're all here for you through this time💓

I’ve not long woken up @tyme. I waited for the vet to ring with the result but she has obviously forgotten when she was busy. She will call if she needs my approval of something or when Pix is ready. She will go through it all then.

My watch says I have had an hour and nine minutes sleep. I’m exhausted and can’t even get myself out of bed.

My psych also hasn’t responded to my emails about cancelling my appointments so I’m hoping she gets it before Tuesday.

@Captain24 there's times where I simply can't but that's usually the worst cos that means I've completely shut down. It's hard knowing what to say sometimes but even being able to sit with someone in tough moments can help which is why sometimes I'll just say 'I'm sitting with you and sending hugs', it's not always about words but just knowing that you're not alone ☺️.

I'm glad you got a little bit of sleep but it's definitely not enough. Hoping you get an update on Pix soon until then just try to rest sweet ❤️

I’m just having 2 minute noodles for lunch and then I think I’ll go back to bed. @MissGremlin @Honeymoon @tyme @AlwaysMyself

Ive just looked at my kitchen and it’s disgusting. I really need to get my job lists done. I have done nothing but a few loads of washing since I got back. It’s all been about Pix and me crying.

I’m just too exhausted. Jett is exhausted too as he didn’t sleep well last night either. He hasn’t eaten breakfast or lunch. He is also getting stressed.

@Captain24 lunch and then going back to bed is a perfect idea.

It's ok that things haven't been done at the moment sweet, all your energy has been put into looking after Pix. Be gentle with yourself sweetheart, you are doing the best you can right now ❤️.

Give Jett lots of cuddles, the both of you need each other while Pix is in hospital.

Hey @Captain24 ,

I promise that the kitchen mess will still be there when you get up. Go gently. Have a rest and deal with it later.

Gotta look after yourself or you won't be well enough to look after Pix!

When you're running on so little sleep and carrying heavy emotions, it makes total sense as to why these 'small' tasks feel impossible. It sounds like having something to eat and going back to bed is a really smart and gentle choice right now. I hope you all get some rest and nourishment this afternoon @Captain24, thinking of you! 💓

I’ve just hit a wall… it’s just all gotten to much to handle…