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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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They certainly do. @MissGremlin.

Jett has the best personality. He feels that the world revolves around him and he is in his own little bubble. But if he is asleep with me and deep asleep, if I touch him he bites me! He doesn’t like to be woken up!

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@Captain24 haha i can relate to Jett, i don't like to be woken up either 😂.

Will you be ok if I try to get a little bit of sleep sweetheart? I'm usually up and down through the night so you can still tag me and I'll reply as soon as I see it.

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I just got Pix out from behind the lounge! @MissGremlin

Of course you can go to bed. I hope you get some sleep. I’m really tired but trying to stay awake.

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@Captain24 I'm so glad you got her out sweetheart. Maybe you can give her some pain meds and water then see if you can lay with her and just close your eyes for a while. Even if you set an alarm for an hour so you can wake up to check on her.

I'll check in with you when I wake up sweet, sending you lots of hugs and I'll say a prayer for you and Pix before I go to sleep.

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I syringed some water in and gave her a tablet @MissGremlin

I might see if she will lay with me.

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@Captain24 well done for getting some water into her and the tablet.

Hopefully she'll lay with you for a while so you can get some rest.

Night night for now sweetheart ❤️.

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I’m going to try and nod off for a little while. I have set an alarm for an hour so I can check on her. @MissGremlin

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It’s been an hour and Pix has only just fallen asleep. Hopefully she sleeps

for a little bit. She hasn’t really had a lot of sleep today. Just dozing and waking herself up. I’ve just watched her. I haven’t nodded off at all. I’m really tired. Lucky I take her to the vet in Newcastle as I would still be driving and I’m too tired to be behind the wheel. I didn’t even think of that when I was going to rush her there.

I hoping she shows some sign of improvement soon. If she does then I can get some rest. I actually feel sick, I’m that tired.

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Hello @Captain24 sweet, I'm sorry that you are so tired, I know that feeling of feeling sick from being so tired.

I'm really hoping that you can close your eyes for a little bit now to get some sleep. Pix must be absolutely exhausted too so I hope she sleeps well for a while.

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I keep watching her @MissGremlin. I haven’t slept still. I’ve been watching Facebook reels which I don’t actually like doing but it’s keeping me occupied. I just tried to syringe some water into her but she won’t take it.

I think I’ll just put her in hospital tomorrow and they can get some fluids into her. I can’t get her to eat either.

Did you have a panic attack?

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