I can’t cope

@Captain24 you have nothing to be sorry for sweetheart. Your posts aren't negative, you're sharing what's going on for you and every feeling and thought you have is valid. You've shared some beautiful moments recently which have brought light to the community ❤️.

You belong here sweet, every bit of you whether it's messy you or happy you. I can understand how it would have affected you reading that but also know that this person wasn't referring to you, that i know for certain.

MH definitely doesn't discriminate, you could have the most perfect life and still struggle. But your MH doesn't define who you are, you are still a beautiful person with a caring heart and you still do your best to show up every day to push through things even when it's tough. That's a strength that not everyone has and those that don't suffer from MH don't know how hard it is to keep going when it feels like the world is against us.

You're not a bad member, you are a valued part of this community and I'm honoured to know you and be a part of your journey ❤️.

Even if it wasn’t for me it felt personal and like I’m being rejected. Maybe I’m not the only one that felt it. Unless it’s just because I already feel so judged on here.

@Captain24 i hear you sweet. Like I said before your feelings are valid.

How are you feeling now sweetheart? ❤️

Sorry to interrupt @MissGremlin @Captain24

I’ve seen posts by various people saying there are trolls on the forums. Wondering if they might be what you have encountered.
sorry to hear you have been left feeling the way you have been @Captain24

I’ve been left feeling similar before. Horrible feeling

Sorry @MissGremlin

The vet rang and Pix is doing better. The insulin has brought down her blood sugar to normal limits. I won’t know for a few weeks as to whether it’s permanent. She can’t come home until tomorrow. I pick her up between 10-11. With instructions on how to keep her alive.

I’ve been crying all day. I had to pull myself together for my appointment and then went back to the car to cry more.

I won’t say what I think @Flutterbug9 as it’s not for me to say something about someone when I’m not sure.

@Flutterbug9 you aren't interrupting sweet. I know who @Captain24 is talking about and the post they have referred to.

Just like in the real world even here in this space we won't agree with everything others say nor will we get along with everyone. It's hard in a space like this where we talk about sensitive subjects aswell and we all have different opinions on things.

We can choose who or in what threads we wish to talk to people in so that we can look after ourselves while still being able to give and receive support ☺️.

@Captain24 I'm glad Pix is doing better, that's really good news. I'm hoping it's not permanent sweet and that once she's home she will be able to rest and recover.

How did your appointment go sweetheart? Have been thinking about you all day ❤️

I’m booked in for the same surgery that I just had on the 17th of June. @MissGremlin Im not keen to go through it again but I guess it is what it is. More complications to deal with. Then if the cells have grown back, more surgery.

How has your day panned out?

Oh no @Captain24 !!!!!

I just. read about Pix! I'm so so so sorry to hear this! It sounds so so hard. Please be kind to yourself at this stressful time.

As I write this, I've just seen posts about your gyno appt too.

It doesn't just rain, does it! It pours!

Sitting with you.