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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I have many coasters of resin @MissGremlin. I have placemats that I want to do next. Not sure how they will turn out but I won’t know until I try.

I’ve got 2 3D puzzles here to do, they are hard ones so really little pieces and very fiddly! I have done a couple of them. 3 of these ones and 3 of ones that have paper and stuff as well. So 2 different kinds. I dont

like the ones with paper and stuff as it’s fiddly and annoying. There is more about that stuff than just building. I think they are in 2 different age brackets.

Im really sorry to leave you but im in bed with my weighted plushie and want to try and get some sleep. At least my alarm doesn’t go off until 6:30 in the morning.

Afe you ok?? I can’t stick around if you need? You’ve been here all night with me, I’m happy to do the same.

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@Captain24 that's so cool that you have many coasters and I'm sure placemats would look awesome.

I'm glad you have a couple to work on, sometimes I find fiddly can be good cos it makes me focus more which means less chance of any thoughts sneaking in. But everyone is different ☺️.

It's ok sweetheart, you get some sleep. I'm hoping you have a really good night's rest and wake up feeling better tomorrow even if it's only a little shift.

Night night sweet, lots of love and hugs your way ❤️.

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Thank you @MissGremlin. thanks for tonight. I’m sorry for being difficult but want you to know I appreciate you.

I really hope you can find some sleep and a little bit of peace

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@Captain24 you're so welcome sweetheart and you aren't difficult at all, I'm always glad that i can be here with you ❤️.

Thankyou sweet, hopefully we both get that tonight ❤️

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T/W mentions death and dementia.

@moderator please put a trigger box on this. I can’t from my phone.

I

Content/trigger warning

just went on Facebook and checked memories. My nan died three years ago today. She fought a long and hard battle with dementia. It was hard to watch and be there for. I am grateful that she remembered me a long way through it.

Then I just realised I forgot the anniversary of my other nan. I’ve been talking about her on here and missed the 28th. I feel so bad and so guilty. I’m trying to use her to get through this mess I’m in but forgot about her at the same time. I’m a bad granddaughter.

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So I wrote a heartfelt post. But it got deleted. I asked for a trigger box and put a warning. People talk about this stuff. But I guess I’m different.

Im feeling defeated.

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Hello @Captain24 sweetheart, i saw your post and I tried to reply but it wouldn't let me.

You aren't a bad granddaughter, you've had alot going on. I'm sending you lots of love and hugs beautiful, I'm here for you ❤️.

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Hey @Captain24

It's okay to post about the stuff you want if it is within guidelines etc. You are a valuable member here and we want you to be able to post. I can help you to re-post your post and add in a trigger warning if you like?

TunedIn 🦋

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Hi @Captain24

fyi I found your post and have unblocked it and added a trigger warning as you requested - hope this helps!

TunedIn 🐌

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Hi @TunedIn

It does help, thank you. I was very careful in what I wrote and added that trigger warning. I thought it was ok. Thanks for the box as I couldn’t do it.

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