I can’t cope

Hello @tyme, thankyou.

Hi @MissGremlin

how are things going tonight?

what do Casper and you get up to today?

Good evening @Captain24 🫶

I just wanted to touch on some of your other messages from last night, particularly the one about how mum feels like a source of connection for you right now - I am really glad to know she is slowly showing up for you more consistently, this is really wonderful. I know you don't always discuss what your inner life is like, and I understand why that is the case - opening up in a space, which has traditionally held judgement is really hard. And I trust you to trust your gut here.

Regarding work... I know it's really tough being there right now, so I am curious, what do you think might help you to feel more supported or empowered at work? 💛

Hey @Captain24 , I just caught up on your posts from yesterday from after I logged off. That's actually beautiful that you've been able to reach out to your mum. I know she can be frustrating sometimes, but I can see deep down, you mean a lot to each other. So much so, you will be spending a lot of time together in the next few days later this week!

Hope you are okay. Speak soon.

Hey @AuntGlow

I will never tell my mother anything. She only gets general conversation.

I don’t know what I need at work right now. But I need something. I’ve just walked in the door and I’m sitting on the lounge trying not to cry.

Hello @Captain24 sweetheart, I'm here with you ❤️.

She is frustrating but I will never tell her anything about me. But I can have general conversation so that helps. @tyme. I need something.

I did actually say to min that it is hard to go on holidays as I’m always by myself and when away I’m with people all the time. Apparently they struggle having me around too as they are use to it being just them.

Im not sure I’m ready to spend so much time with them and then my friend that’s coming for a few days wants to catch up when I’m at the beach, that’s my alone time, my space from people. I did tell my psych that my friend was coming for a couple of days and her response was ‘Oh no’ she actually knows my friend and really likes her but she knows that I desperately need some space.

I was just coming to reply to your post from last night. @MissGremlin

How are you going?

@Captain24 I'm still struggling but it's ok, my focus is on you at the moment ❤️.

How was work today?

I’m sorry you are still struggling @MissGremlin anything I can do.

It was horrible. I didn’t talk to anyone at the bbq and then in second break or on the bus back to log out. Someone said something on the bus on the way to the bbq and it really upset me.