I can’t cope

It was 43 here yesterday @AlwaysMyself. But I love the heat. I was mowing my parents lawn the other week and when I finished it was 39 and I enjoyed being out in the sun and heat. I felt refreshed!

You guys can chat here but just leave me out of it please.

@Captain24 I'm sorry you are struggling right now. I'm here for you sweetheart ❤️

Im feeling really distressed. @MissGremlin it’s really hard. I’m a little scared at how bad I can feel.

Please tell me you are ok? I really hope you are doing a little better?

@Captain24 i know it's really hard right now sweet. It's scary when things get really bad. Is there something that can help with how you are feeling right now sweetheart?

Don't worry about how i am, my focus is on supporting you right now sweet.

I have Jett curled up in my lap but Pix wants a treat so I have to get up. I’m trying to watch some tv but it’s not really keeping my focus. @MissGremlin

I do worry about you. I know how much you’re struggling and you keep listening to my shit.

@Captain24 awww Jett curled up in your lap. Typical Pix wanting a treat, she loves her treats. I struggle to focus on TV when things are feeling really bad aswell. I've just gotten myself into bed and I have some of my potato salad to eat.

Yes I'm struggling too but I'm glad I can be here to support you sweet.

I should probably think about having a shower and going to bed @MissGremlin

How is the potato salad? I made the pasta salad and cooked my pasta bake.

I don’t want to make things worse for you.

Awww @Captain24 ,

Has something happened? There seems to have been a big shift since we last spoke. Do you think this is another depressive episode or something? It sounds concerning that even the beach was not able to settle you.

Do you need to call someone tonight?

As for the firecracker, she hasn't started school yet, but she went in today for her assessment. All students entering school have an english/maths assessment. Supposedly the teacher asked her what sound the letter M makes. She said "EEEeeeee" for "Eeeeemmmm". She's a cracker that one!

@Captain24 a shower and going to bed sounds perfect.

The potato salad is nice. But you just reminded me about wanting to make pasta salad but I forgot to get things at the shops. Oh well Saturday it is now. Did you have any of your pasta salad or pasta bake tonight?

You don't make things worse at all sweetheart.