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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Today was okay. I need to start thinking of proper meals. I've been eating so badly the last week. Just eating crap @Captain24 .

And there's nothing I feel like eating so I don't even know what to eat.

Anyway, another day's issue. Today was okay. I slept better, but I got up early. Just getting stuff done I guess 🙂

What about you?

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Proper meals are so hard but I do get the light bulb moment of needing to eat better. I did try and did it for a couple of weeks and then failed or should I reframe that to ‘it got more difficult than I was expecting’ @tyme

Im glad you got some sleep. It’s so hard to run on little sleep. I do hope you feel a little refreshed.

I didn’t sleep well. It was hot, Pix got off the bed a couple of times and woke me up to put her back up. Then she needed to go to the toilet at 2 am.

We lost power at where we are staying so it’s been a bit difficult with the carrying on of my parents. I’m just like it is what it is and deal with it. I am going to have to sit in my car and charge my phone though! 😂

We did go out today for a little bit. I spent over $300 at the pet shop! I only get to go to this particular franchise twice a year. So I get it while I can.

The beach was my highlight even though it was a quick visit. I didn’t really have the time to feel it.

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@Captain24 wrote:

Oh I buy the veggies and they just sit there! There is often science experiments in my fridge


@Captain24 MOOOOOOOD hahaha also that is such a funny line, science experiments 🤣

There's a whole subreddit called 'moldlyinteresting' (there's also one called 'mildlyinteresting') for fans of mould and all it's strange, almost alien-like formations!! There's fans for everything lol

Sucks that your mum is quick to put a negative spin on everything. It's hard to break out of that too - so give yourself a pat on the back for how much work you're putting in to be able to do so (even if it doesn't feel like it's made a difference yet.... it will) 😉

Those pics....omg BLESS!! Made my evening - though Bow's new kitties are up there too lol 😍

Much on next few days?

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I hope you have a nice holiday cap

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You’ll use that from now on! 😂 @Jynx

OMG.. the things that they come up with are so weird. Definitely won’t be checking that out.

I’m just lying in bed as there ain’t anything else to do. The power won’t be back on until nearly 11. It’s dark and there is just nothing. It is what it is though. I’m tired of hearing about it. My phone is at 50%. I will put it in charge and the when the power comes on it’ll start charging!

It’s ok you can say they are cuter. You’re a cat person and my babies are cute in my eyes.

Just lots of walking an hoping to get my me time at the beach.

What about you? How do you fill your mornings before you start?

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noooo power outage is the worst @Captain24 it shows me just how much I use my electronics 🤣

Nah I can't pick!! I may not be a dog-owning person but it doesn't mean I don't absolutely adore dogs!! And yours are just SO PRECIOUS 😍

Sometimes I fill my mornings with video games, sometimes a walk, sometimes I gotta go appts or to the shops, sometimes I am too sleepy and just stare at the ceiling a while then look at memes till it's time to log in 😂

Depends on the day and my mood/tired levels upon waking (I am NOT a morning person lol). You ever wake up and it feels like your muscles are all weak? Like sometimes I can't even open my jar of coffee!! 😫😅

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Sorry.. I fell asleep while I was laying in bed. It was an early night! It’s now 2am and I’m wide awake!! The power came on at 10:23. The lights coming back on woke me up. @Jynx


There is literally nothing to do with no power at night. It was just phones.

Both mine are asleep right now next to me. Because I can’t set the aircon as low as I do at home I’m really hot sleeping and the two bodies make it hotter!

Sounds like you do different stuff and mostly able to keep a bit busy. I use to hate working in the afternoons because I couldn’t do anything in the mornings cause I would stress that something would go wrong and mess up my getting ready for work routine. Then in turn, ruin my shift before it even started.

I guess you gotta vibe it on the day. So I guess afternoons are better for you then!!! I don’t really know what I am. I can function quite well to get up and go to work but when I don’t work I just laze around in bed. That’s why I try and make sure I have job lists to do. But then of a night I get really tried but don’t get to sleep well when I finally get to bed. I’m a bit messed up.

I don’t know about walking up weak but sometimes I do wake up feeling ‘heavy’ Like I feel hunched over that I can barely move my legs to walk and my arms are just hanging down at my sides like a dead weight.

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