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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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My happy place and my alone time

 

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@Captain24 wrote:

@Jynx This just came up on Facebook and I thought of you

 


Yes yes yes this @Captain24!! Not our fault the world is so bright and loud and overwhelming but somehow also boring (filling out forms is the BANE of my existence lol)!!

Also that is super scary about the gyno - when is the appt? How'd it go (if you already went)?

How was the beach? Love the pics 😍

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Hey @Jynx

It was just funny that you told me about it and it appears on Facebook straight away.

Im wishing right now that I could see it and feel it. Though.

The appointment is next Friday. So I guess I’ll find out then what’s going on. It is concerning though.

The beach was good but it looked like it was going to rain so I didn’t stay long so we could walk the dogs sooner rather than later.

I need a little more alone time right now. There is no power where we are staying as someone hit a power pole. Mum and dad are being stupid and saying it’s a terrible holiday. We had a pretty bad trip to get here with so many roadworks and so much traffic. They are making snide remarks at each other and saying shit to me about each other. I just said ‘don’t start!’

How has your day been? Sorry to make it all about myself.

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Hey @Captain24 ,

Love the photo of your calm space. Beaches are amazing. How long is the drive from your house to the beach?

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Hey @tyme

Where we at staying it’s about a 7 minute drive to go to my favourite swimming beach.

Did you get any projects done today?

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@Captain24 I swear facebook can read our minds sometimes 🤣🤣

You in a spot too cold for staying out in the rain? Or you just don't enjoy walking in it? I do, I actually love the sprinkles, seeing the lil dots appear in the sand, and not to mention the fact the beach is usually empty 😝

Ugh, that's a rough vibe to have to endure. Their experience of the holiday is only 'ruined' cos they decided it was, rather than making the most of it!

You didn't 'make it all about you' I literally asked! Haha my day has been ok, mostly procrastination! Meal prep veggies are staring at me like 'Will you chop us up and cook us before we get sad and wilty?' 😅 Gonna make you into risotto, just be patient little pumpkin!

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Afternoon walk! @tyme @Jynx

  Jett actually in the water!

 

 

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It’s scary how much it ‘watches’ @Jynx

Nah. I’m ok with being in the rain but mum says she can’t walk in the rain and the dogs would get really wet and need to be dried. Pix only gets her belly wet when walking in the water.

They make everything so hard. I know where I get my negativity from.

Oh.. procrastination is such a thing! It’s something that I’m really good at.

Oh I buy the veggies and they just sit there! There is often science experiments in my fridge

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Awwww photos @Captain24 ! Lovely!

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I actually got some decent ones. @tyme

How did you go today?

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