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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Hahaha this was the first thing on my newsfeed for Facebook! @Jynx

 

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@Captain24 so wild that you can't take bathroom breaks otherwise 🫣 Fingers crossed!

Ugh, wish I could yeeterus my uterus. Feel your pain hun 😓

Oh I totally get that - I know I have been stressy when I get extra stinky haha. Found the best deodorant from Lush tho that seems to keep the majority of the stinky Jynxy at bay 😋

Aww hun. I wish you a swift recovery!!

Oh true, you feeling nervous about it? Could be a good opportunity to figure out what kind of goals you might want to work towards in the group!

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Omg @Captain24 hahaha sooooo accurate 🤣

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You have to call up and ask to go to the bathroom. It’s always a yes but they have to reassign you so it’s annoying. It’s not like the guys that just hang it over the edge of the truck! @Jynx

I use men’s deodorant while I’m working as it’s stronger and works better. But it doesn’t necessarily always work.

Definitely nervous. It’s a long time and I don’t know what she wants to know. I told her I’d like to get to know her better to be nice but really I don’t care! 😂 I’m not sure the organisation of the group is for me. I don’t do chants and stuff and we don’t really talk about ourselves. I feel it’s toxic positivity and feels kinda like a cult. It’s so strict routine.

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@Captain24 feels very school-like haha. OMG whipping it over the side! Honestly, I can kinda understand penis envy... a little! Mainly just the ability to aim the stream 🤣🤣

Yeah those stress sweats can permeate deodorant so easily 😅

Maybe you could think of a few questions to ask to help you figure out if it is a good match? Like...

How much will we get to share our story?

What is the rationale behind the chants?

How strict is the routine, and are there penalties if I can't keep to it?

Stuff like that!

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Good evening @Captain24!

How has your weekend been?

Oh, in response to your last message, I am referring to taking a break from work to help yourself recover from being unwell. 💖

Were you able to take any moments for you over the past couple of days? (It's okay if not, I know you're working hard out there 💪)

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I definitely have pen!s envy at work. @Jynx. This morning I was busting and there was no crib hit close by so I just pulled the truck up outta the way and jumped down! It’s hard to do that most of the time as there is too many people but I went to a place no one was near. That’s the country girl in me!

I should ask questions as it’s really strange to me. But also I haven’t ever attended a group outside of hospital.

Thanks for the weekend. I hope you have a good week off

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Hey @AuntGlow

It’s been ok. Work has been okish but I’m glad it’s over. I did manage to sleep well though and my adhd meds are helping me stay awake through the shift, even at witching hour. 2-3 am!

Sorry. That’s what it felt like to me but as we know I get things wrong all the time. I have a week off work in 2 weeks to go on holidays with mum and dad and all dogs. So most of my time is spent with them but I do get some time in the afternoons to myself when I go to the beach on my own.

I didn’t really have anytime. It’s just work and sleep. I didn’t have a couple of Lego kits arrive that I ordered. I’ve made pretty big lists for my days off so I’m not sure if I’ll have time to do anything. Lists come first.

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Hey @Captain24

Just wanted to pop in and say hello!

Glad to hear work was okay. Are you working again today or is it the start of your days off?

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Hey @Ru-bee

Thank you for popping in, I really appreciate it.

Im done with work until Friday, which is good.

How have you been?

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