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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Hey @rav3n.

The blow holes were good. Have you ever been there?

I spent today at Wollongong and it was raining. But I got a couple of pictures.

It was tough as the friend I spent the day with is hard work. I only organised seeing her as she would have been upset if I was down here and didn’t see her.

Im at the motel of the suburb that my psych is in and it’s cold and raining so no going to the beach. So now to sit in my hotel room until I go out for dinner. 😢

 

  

  

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so beautiful!! @Captain24 i haven't been before, whenever i visit NSW i end up staying somewhere near the city (my friends want to stay there) and i miss out on visiting the nice beachy areas.

ohh hard work in the sense that they're picky? high maintenance?

noooo, sucks that it's rainy and cold now!! hopefully it clears up soon. is there anything near the motel to pass time with?

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What state do you live in @rav3n. For some reason I thought you were in Sydney…

Just high maintenance. She over reacts to stuff and doesn’t understand when others say that they have something worse going on. She over analyses everything and makes it a drama. Example. She is worried about renewing her license. Does she do it online? Does she get it for five years? Does she get to for 10 years? I know that’s part of anxiety but a 30 minute conversation on it was too much. What’s going on in my life is never as bad as hers or what’s good in my life hers is better. She always has to one up you. Even when it comes to dogs!

There is nothing to do here. It’s where the hospital I go to is. Hence I won’t say the suburb. There is a really small Coles. Most of the shops are closed down and there is no shopping centre for over 15 kms.

Plus they are filming a video clip out the front of my motel room so I’m pretty trapped in here. I had to move my car. They said they would move when I went out for dinner.

It’s so so cold here. I didn’t bring the right clothes.

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@Captain24 i live vic! i did visit Canberra and Sydney a couple times in the last few years, and i'm visiting Sydney again in Oct. i've got a family friend that lives there so i usually stay around their suburb. have you visited melb?

ahhh yep, unfortunately i've had those types of friends too. i applaud your patience around her!! my social battery drains faster when i speak to people who try to 'one up' me. you don't see her often right? is this the same friend you mentioned would talk more about herself or is this different?

ooo a video clip? like promotional content? i'd feel trapped too, hard to leave when they're right there. is there good heating in the motel at least?

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I’ve been to Melbourne once. @rav3n but only for a dance thing, so I was a couple of days. We saw 2 musicals and the rest of the time was in the dance studio.

Yep… that’s her. I haven’t seen her for 12 months and probably won’t again. I’m tired though.

I don’t know what they are filming but they are making a lot of noise! They are running around and jumping or something in the room above me. I don’t know why they are here it’s not a nice looking motel from the outside!

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Sitting in a pub on my own waiting for dinner. The pub is packed!!

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Ooh, what's for dinner at the pub? @Captain24

And how was your day? 🌞

PS: love satay!

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Chicken schnitzel chips and salad with Dianne sauce @AuntGlow. I’m not really hungry but I have to eat to take my meds or I end up sick.

Today was good. Very draining being with that friend today. So I’m feeling tired now.


Plus it’s been cold and raining all day! I’m freezing and didn’t pack for this kind of weather. It’s colder here than it is at home!

How are you? Did you sort out a fridge? How’s it going with your house mate?

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Heya @Captain24 ,

How's it all going?

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Hey @tyme

I posted some photos above if you want to have a look. No pressure.

Today was cold and wet. My friend drained me. She can be a lot to handle especially in big doses.

I got to the suburb where I am seeing my psych and it’s raining here too.

The are filming a video at my motel so it’s a bit noisy. Hopefully they will be done by the time I get back from dinner

How are you?

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