FORUMS

Connect with people who understand what you are going through, seek advice and surround yourself with support. We're free, anonymous, and professionally moderated 24/7.

  • 47,612Members
  • 1,358,869Posts
  • 1,400,000Visitors
Something’s not right

I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

29335 replies

18,821 - 18,830 of 29,335

In response to: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

Ive just been out and grabbed some takeaway for dinner. I don’t know what else to do. @AuntGlow

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

Ello there! I just saw the photos! They are awesome! @Captain24

How's the trip so far? Are you alone or are you with your friends at the moment?

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

Hey @tyme

I’m back at the motel on my own. I’ve had some dinner and now watching some tv.

It’s been good. It was so awesome to catch up today. We just stood and watched the little blow hole for about 2 hours, then grabbed some lunch and just stayed chatting for another couple of hours. So I’m so tired from being so social but it was easy, it wasn’t a difficult day. Being in the sun all day has made me tired too.

This is the lighthouse and big blow hole.

 

 

The scenery from that area

 

 

The little blow hole

 

   

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

That's so amazing! I've been there before. It was great @Captain24 I remember when I went it was really cold though.

It looks like it's sunny for you. Is it cold?

Have you been able to sleep much?

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

I was wondering if you had been here @tyme. It took me 5 hours to get here from home. So it’s a while away. But being in Sydney it’s not that far.

It’s cool. Especially when the sun goes behind a cloud. I’ve been cold but it’s not as cold as home.

I went to sleep early last night but I’m not use to hearing traffic or the garbage man at some ungodly hour. It’s good to have my bed to myself.

How are you going?

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

What did you end up eating? @Captain24 😋

Those photos look so pretty! Do you usually enjoy nature over a city vibe?

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

I had noodles from the takeaway shop. @AuntGlow. They were good.

Give me nature and the water over the city any day. I despise the city. I’m going to Wollongong tomorrow and I’m stressing because it’s a big city and I don’t feel comfortable.

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

Yum, I had Pad See Ew for dinner, so I was on the noodle train too! What kind? @Captain24

That makes sense, you definitely strike me as a nature person. My mum is like that, she lives rurally and loves her critters, as she puts it. haha

Oh, I am sure that is a little daunting for you... will you be with others or exploring solo? I wonder if you can find pockets of nature to keep yourself grounded?

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

I just had satay hoikkien noodles with prawns from the noodle bar @AuntGlow

I don’t do critters! But growing up in the country I hate the hustle and bustle of cities. I hate the traffic and I hate all the people.

We are going to a lighthouse so I’m hoping it won’t be raining but it’s not looking promising. I’ll have a friend with me but she annoys me a little. It won’t be as good as yesterday.

In response to: Re: I can’t cope

Re: I can’t cope

hey @Captain24! how was your trip? the pics look AMAZING, i haven't seen water that blue in soooo long 😍 and the blow hole pics are so cool!! did you end up getting wet on your walk?

18,821 - 18,830 of 29,335