I can’t cope

Does it help to know that we are here to hold you if you do allow yourself to let go? @Captain24 💛

I’m sure that’s what she is hinting at. But over my dead body and still that won’t happen. @tyme

Pix did worry me for a couple of days. There was one day that she didn’t even eat breakfast. That was concerning but I medicated her and she picked up.

It’s about 40 cm high. The head turns!

I thought of you when I was mowing the lawn and wanted to give up but you were in my head so I kept going!

Im glad you are getting through your notes and that ‘hearing’ me is helping.

For tomorrow I’m thinking I should try and go slow after today. So I want to clean my house Finish the front room. Fold all my bed linen. Dust my room and I’d really like to clean the floor of my walk-in. All by lunch as mum is dropping Keiko off after lunch for me to have overnight.

What about you?

I don’t know @AuntGlow. I don’t know if I can release. Maybe when I go to bed.

Wow! 40cm is bigger than I thought! I was looking through the Aldi catalogue and they have architectural buildings for $50. My nephew wants the colosseum lol.. I said, "Look! The empire state building - i went there when I was in the US" I was excited, then he just turned and dais, "Nah, I want the colosseum"...

But he has so many lego sets, so I doubt I'd get him that one... then again, it's his bday in Oct.

All that laundry, cleaning and everything sounds like enough to keep you going until Keiko comes over. So when the dogs are together, what do you do with them? Just sit and watch them? I must say, they are the most lovvveeeedddd dogs I've ever met!

My day tomorrow - I have another full day of meetings. I'll do my best to stay alert. That's my goal. And in between, I'll hopefully cross off more things off my sticky notes!

Then I'll be on the forums later in the evening again... around 6/7pm. @Captain24

I'll have you remind me of my sticky notes!

And you can have my face on your laundry lol

That’s funny… he doesn’t care just wants what he wants. It’s a good b’day present though @tyme I’m running out of sets. I just have a lot of little ones. Might need to do some more shopping when I get all my massive bills paid.

I hope I can do it. Today has scared me a little. Am I pushing too hard? Am I leaving myself open to failure? Is that what made me sick?

You’ll defs be in my head though. It helps me push.

They run wild so I’ll just sit and let them go. They are a little spoilt! I might just what some movies or something. Just a rest afternoon. I think I’ve earnt it.

Have you tried a squishy or a fidget? I use one when I have appointments to try and help with focus. My psych uses her coffee mug. It might help.

Sounds like a busy day. I hope you get some things ticked off. It feels good to have achieved stuff but the biggest achievement will be your meetings!

How have you been sleeping? Are you getting some rest?

In your own time. @Captain24

What are you up to now?

Just sitting on the lounge @AuntGlow. I have a few tears but not exactly what I need.

I was just sick again and I’m guessing I brought my meds up as well. I don’t feel very well

That's okay. Are you watching anything you connect with/enjoy? @Captain24

Oh, that sounds very uncomfortable. What usually helps to soothe your stomach?

I was just watching MasterChef nothing exciting. But it gave me tears. @AuntGlow

I don’t know what to do. Everything I’ve eaten today has come back up. Even toast. I feel rotten. It’s been happening a bit lately. Usually dinner time and meds.

Hey @Captain24 , do you need to speak to nurse oncall or someone to see what you can do? Or is this something you need to ride out?