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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I think I need to try and ride it out @tyme. I guess if it doesn’t improve tomorrow I might need to do something. I’ve been heaving a lot lately without actually being sick. Like pretty much everyday. But nothing like today. Maybe I inhaled to many chemicals cleaning the shower screen, the shower and the windows.

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Oh, reality shows can do that! Especially when you see someone living out their dreams and sharing their story - definitely gets me too. @Captain24

Oh gosh, that sounds awful... when can you see your doctors next? It seems like you might be needing a little extra support right now.

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I see my GP in 3 weeks @AuntGlow

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Yikes! Please take care! I can't believe the time already! I'll catch you tomorrow evening after my hours of meetings and let you know how things go.

And don't forget to 'see' my face so you'll get your things ticked off the list too @Captain24 !

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Okay, this is good to know. In the meantime, please know you can call Nurse On Call, like Tyme suggested.

I hope you get some rest tonight, we will check-in tomorrow. @Captain24

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I’m still feeling really sick but I did manage to keep toast down this morning so that’s a start. I feel like I have the hangover from hell but I haven’t had a drink in nearly four years.

Im tired and rundown and I’m sweating like a trooper. My mood is matching the way I feel. Maybe it’s withdrawals I don’t know. But I’m really not ok.

I have cleaned the house, folded all my bed linen and towels, finished the front room, dusted and cleaned the windows in my room and cleaned the floor of the walk-in. I’m feel so exhausted. I want to do more but I’m scared to push myself. Maybe this afternoon I might be able to tackle the top of the walk-in. But I will have 3 dogs.

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Sounds like you've done a lot again @Captain24! I'm sorry to hear that you're still feeling unwell but glad that you were able to eat today.

Are you watching your parents dog this afternoon? 3 dogs sounds like fun but also maybe a bit choatic!

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It was hard but I had to do it for my accountability buddy. She was in my head when I wanted to give up @Ru-bee

I feel even worse now after eating. But I guess it is what it is. I just want to go to bed. My thoughts are really bad

Mum is dropping her in in about an hour and will pick her up sometime tomorrow afternoon.

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What are you doing until your mum drops by @Captain24? Are you able to have a bit of a break, or ware you waiting until after?

If you're feeling unwell there's no issue with taking some rest, especially when you have done so much already today!

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