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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m not worth it.

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hanamiSenior Contributor

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Hi @Captain24

What's been going on today? How's PIxie going?

Hugs

Hanami

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FloatingFeatherSenior Contributor

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You are absolutely, 100% worth it @Captain24.

Big hugs,

FloatingFeather

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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My MH nurse has just contacted me and even though I have Covid she is still willing to see me. She even bought the appointment forward a day. So I see her tomorrow. I’m feeling a little relieved. Having the hypo last week and crashing I really need it.
@FloatingFeather @hanami

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hanamiSenior Contributor

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That's so good to hear @Captain24

Things sure have changed re covid protocols compared to when it first kicked off!

I hope things go well with the appointment.

❤️

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FloatingFeatherSenior Contributor

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Sorry to read you have covid @Captain24 - hope you feel better very soon.

Your nurse sounds really kind and supportive - that's nice that she has brought your appointment forward and I'm glad that that will help ease your mind a bit.

Take care - and please let us know how you are getting on when you can.

FloatingFeather

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I am feeling really terrible. It’s time for bed.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Why me? The body aches are so bad. The headache is terrible. My throat is so sore I can’t swallow. It’s making my head think horrible things. I hate Covid. 3 times now. Each time it’s worse. Each time it leaves my head worse.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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So I woke up this morning a feel on top of the world. I feel like my Covid is going.

I just had an appointment with my nurse. After my elevated mood last week then crashing with Covid and now today. She thinks I’m on the verge of another elevation. She’s never happy. 😂 I just thought I was in a great mood! I can see the signs now though. Oops. At least I feel awesome!

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hanamiSenior Contributor

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Hi @Captain24

Well it's great you feel great! But yeah I imagine when she told you that you probably thought, I can't win! I remember when I first started working in mental health and I would go out to see people in their homes. I would come back to the office so excited because my client was in a good mood and really happy. Then the MH nurse or psychologist would say, hmmm I wonder if they are on the verge of elevating. I was like oooooooh! Did she give you any advice/support about it? Was she at least a bit happy that you were feeling good?

Hugs to you

Hanami

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