I can’t cope

I'm here with you @Captain24 ...

We only have to isolate while we have symptoms in NSW. @tyme.

But I have 2 appointments this week that I really need after the last 2 weeks.

I’ve just coped a lecture off my parents for actually testing. Im getting in to trouble because I have to take 2 nights off work. Not once did they ask if i was ok. Why can’t they just be supportive. It doesn’t help my head space.

Now I’m really not ok.

Did you phone them or are you there for dinner? @Captain24

I think it's better to know than not to know so as to protect those around you. But that's my thinking.

I hope you have a good rest up. Do you think you need anti-virals?

I sent them a msg and then they rang @tyme. Now they are questioning as to where I got it from and are judging me saying I must be seeing someone that they don’t know about. There are times that I really don’t like them and this is one of them. I work in an airtight truck cab for 12hrs a day wouldn’t you assume that would be where I got it from.

I do think it’s better to test and know than not too. You could be putting vulnerable people at risk. I think about others and have a lot more compassion than they do

I don’t usually qualify for the antivirals.
But when the Covid team call me I’ll tell them that I think it started Friday. I still had a really elevated mood that day but I could sleep that night. That’s uncommon for me.

Sorry that’s a lot to unload but my olds have really gotten to me today and I don’t need it.

Argh @Captain24 ,

Sorry to hear they have got to you tonight.

Thank God you have your own place? I think I'm the same way.

My parents try not to be annoying, but they end up just irritating me... hence I don't live with them.

But like you, if anything to happen, they would be there for me. I've just made it obvious that I want my own space.

Take a big dddddeeeeeeeppppp breath. It will slow the thoughts and feelings down.

Kindest, tyme

Lucky I have my own space @tyme. I don’t think I’d still be here if I didn’t.

They are too invested in my life and need to get there own. I just have no breathing room. I can’t pack up and move because I have my house and job but they are getting older and have health problems so I’m going to have to look after them. My brother has all ready said it’s my problem.

I can’t get the thoughts to ease. I think the 3rd time, feeling crap, coming down and their shit, it’s all gotten to much.

I need it to stop raining for a minute so I can take Pixie out and put us to bed.

A lot had happened in the space of a few hours @Captain24 .

For now, I just hope you can get some rest. Yes, you are one of the lucky/unlucky ones to have had it 3rd time over!

I hope your symptoms don't last too long.

Monitor how you go. Are you sleepy?

The rain finally settled down enough to take Pix out. I need some comfort tonight so I’ve put her on my bed for the night.

Im exhausted and feel terrible. Its been a rough couple of hrs.

Hope you have a good night @tyme

Rest up, and I hope to speak to you later in the week @Captain24

Covid and crashing after a high don’t mix well. It’s totally not helping my MH. 😢