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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Hi @Captain24 ,

Do you feel sleepy enough to start winding down for the evening?

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Hi @tyme.

Im exhausted but not sleepy. I just waiting for my washing to finish and I think I’ll go to bed early and try and get some sleep.

What did you get up to today?

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Believe it or not, I slept for yonks today and it still feels like it isn't enough @Captain24 !

Then I went to see my sister's kids.

It was pretty pleasant.

I saw that both you and @Birdofparadise8 are keen dancers! That's so cool!

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Yeah sometimes with sleep when you have too much can’t it make you more tired. How were your sister kids. Yeah ballet is so good. @tyme

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Maybe it’s your bodies way of telling you it needs a rest @tyme

Is that the niece that you do heaps with?

My washing has finally finished so I think I might head to bed. Im not really feeling ok. Hopefully sleep will be a reset except that my alarm goes off at 4:30.

Yeah chatting to @Birdofparadise8 makes me want to get the adv found dvd out and relearn the contemporary style variation but on flat. I need a lot of restrengthing to go on pointe.

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Sorry to hear your noting doing to well. Sounds like a great idea though to get it out. @Captain24

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Yes @Captain24 , it's the niece I do a lot with. She's pretty annoying though. Always wants to be stuck to people, whinges a lot, has an excuse for everything....

but i still love her. She is a bit of a worry though because she is so emotionally mature, and most don't 'get' her.

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It makes it hard when people don’t get you @tyme

I had an Aunty and uncle that I clung to as a I grew up. Even up to about 8yrs ago. But I think I was looking for the parents that I wanted. I don’t speak to them now and never will again but that’s a different story!

Im off to bed with muddy pixie parked in my thoughts!

Have a good night.

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Thanks @Birdofparadise8 it was to be expected. I had to come down some time.

I might do that on my days off.

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Yeah let me know how it goes. @Captain24

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