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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Ru-beeModerator26 Feb 2025, 4:42 pm AEDT

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Hey @Captain24 Tyme's just in a meeting but will be free soon

I'm happy to see you here. You do what you need to do to take care of yourself right now, but I'm here if you need to talk now

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Captain24Senior Contributor26 Feb 2025, 5:22 pm AEDT

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It doesn’t matter @Ru-bee. I’ll just roll over and go back to sleep

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tymeModerator26 Feb 2025, 5:36 pm AEDT

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Heya @Captain24 ,

Soz... was just in a meeting

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Captain24Senior Contributor26 Feb 2025, 5:48 pm AEDT

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If you don’t have time that’s ok @tyme

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tymeModerator26 Feb 2025, 5:56 pm AEDT

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Nah, all good. My meeting's finished. What's happening @Captain24 ?

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Captain24Senior Contributor26 Feb 2025, 5:57 pm AEDT

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Lots and not in a good way. I’m in bed and have been most of the day. @tyme

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tymeModerator26 Feb 2025, 6:00 pm AEDT

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That sounds tough @Captain24 . Is it your back? Or have things just been dark? I read somewhere about your psych or someone recommending hospital? Did I get that right?

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Captain24Senior Contributor26 Feb 2025, 6:08 pm AEDT

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Just dark @tyme.

Yes my psych wants me in hospital but I don’t have the leave or the money.

I got triggered really badly on here last night and now I can’t leave my house. It’s not safe. My fault for coming on here without my safety net, I knew that I shouldn’t but I needed to. It won’t happen again.

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tymeModerator26 Feb 2025, 6:21 pm AEDT

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I'm sorry to hear this @Captain24

Do you feel this is something we can talk through tonight a little?

I hear this is a bit of a situational crisis and sort of feel maybe a short public stay may be helpful? Is that an option? I'm mindful of your location and I vaguely remember you saying that your local hospital is not equipped. Is that right?

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Captain24Senior Contributor26 Feb 2025, 6:29 pm AEDT

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It’s a bit hard to talk about as it’s a suicide method. I do feel the need to get it out though. @tyme

It’s not the private hospital that’s the problem it’s not getting paid while I’m there. Yeah the local hospital has no facilities for MH issues.

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