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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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My sister is back, and the kids are bouncing off walls... oops! They are supposed to be asleep in bed!

@Captain24

Kids are fun things... but I really won't need to be in this house for too many more years.. they are growing up too quick.

What time is your shift tomorrow? Will I get to see you at all?

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Oops.. oh well that’s her problem now! @tyme


Im wondering how you will go without them!! You love them so much. But it’s still a little while away yet anyway.

Im on night shift for the next 3 nights so I probably wont be around. I probably wont see you until Wednesday. You’re not taking any time off are you??

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Well even if you are working, feel free to drop a message @Captain24

Wednesday I'm not on much, but I will be on Thursday and Friday. Thursday I may take 2 hours off or something. That's it.. unless I'm dying, I'll be here.

This house is now QUIET. I was actually thinking how i'd cope without them. I really don't know to be honest... I was only thinking how attached to them I am...

Anyway, we'll wait and see. Who knows? the eldest might move in with me!

It's similar to.. how would you cope without Jett and Pix?

I really hope your back is okay before you go to work.... I feeling the pain for you...

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I’ll check in tomorrow and Sunday before I head off. @tyme. Hopefully with good news that my backs better. I’m not holding my breath though.

Ok.. I’ll keep that in mind. Thank you. I’m opening up more but I’m still not confident.

The peace must be nice. I hate noise.

You are very attached. I can’t see you leaving them but also life happens so you never know what’s waiting around the corner.

I wouldn’t cope without Pix and Jett. Without them I wouldn’t be here.

Im on highly addictive script only pain relief and it’s not working! The trucks are rough and the roads are made of dirt so they have lots of huge potholes. It’s not the best environment usually for my back so this is going to hurt a lot and then I have to walk upright and not show any pain!

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I gtg, but you may need one of those special cushions that give your spine relief... @Captain24

Yeah, those trucks and bumpy roads don't sound the best for a sore back..

Take care my friend, tyme

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Hey @tyme

How ya doin?

The physio had a cancellation so I got in early. My back is strapped so hopefully that helps to support it for the next few nights. It’s still really sore with the tape on though.

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Great to hear from you @Captain24 !

Glad you got your back strapped. Hope it helps. Fingers crossed your shift goes okay.

Hope your day was alright. I'll catch you later when you have a break.

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I leave in about 15 minutes @tyme

My day was ok. Just went into town and got some stuff for work and then dropped the dogs off.

Mum and dad have a huge willow tree in the backyard. Well they did have, it fell down last night. Luckily it fell where it did not damage to anything. I planted that tree when I was about 3

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Why did it just fall? Was it super windy or something? @Captain24 I'm glad there was no damage considering how big the tree was.

Hope your back is okay.

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Hey @tyme

Yeah the tree just fell. We have had a lot of gale force winds and heavy rainfall in the last 2 months. We have a few trees and branches falling around town, it’s the damages that’s been cause with the wild weather.

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