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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
Guess what Ruby did today? Usually, before we leave the house, we make sure all the room doors are shut so Ruby can't get in. Today, mum opened them all as she was cleaning and wanted to air out the rooms. She put Ruby in the bathroom while she was airing the house.... and she escaped.
OK, that fact that Ruby escaped and had access to the whole house is not such a big deal.
When I got home, mum said Ruby poo'd and vomited in her bedroom... okay, that's deal-able. We'll just clean it up.
But then my sister found that Ruby got into a full pill box!!!
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In response to: Re: I can’t cope
SnowieSenior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
@tyme sorry to hear about Ruby, I hope she is ok. They get into so much. Lucky they are cute!!
@Captain24 sending lots of 💗
In response to: Re: I can’t cope
tymeModerator
Re: I can’t cope
Arghhh @Snowie . We will monitor Ruby closely for the next 48 hours and see how things go. She vomited a significant amount of stuff twice so hopefully that helped..
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