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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Also, that's what I'm thinking. Once these kids grow up, they will move outta town and live their own lives. Then I am free to move.

My other house? I don't know. The guy is still living there. I'm not going to kick him out. And it'll be a few years down the track anyway. I really don't know.

As I've mentioned in the past, I really like the idea of Perth. I've been there a few times and I really like it.

@Captain24

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Thanks for the chat tonight. I gtg, but will chat Sunday evening if you are free @Captain24 ?

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Sorry @tyme I think I did something wrong last night. I literally just passed out. Im not sure how I made it to bed. I’m really really sick today. I think I need to sort my meds out better. They are such a mess that I could easily see it happening.

Thanks for chatting. It was good and a good distraction. I hope you enjoy the weekend and I’ll talk to you tomorrow night.

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Oh no @Captain24 !

I just saw your message and couldn't help but respond!

Do you remember anything? If you still feel yuck, do you have access to nurse/doctor on call? Otherwise, you can call health direct https://www.healthdirect.gov.au/contact-us but I'm not sure if they will just tell you to go to emergency.

When was the last time you had a full blood count? I'm not sure if I mentioned it, but recently, I passed out and after a blood test, it was noticed that my iron levels were incredibly low...

Then again, with the meds you are taking, they also have side effects.

Please contact someone if you continue to feel crap...

Hugs. Will catch you tomorrow.

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I remember feeling really dizzy and like I was going to be sick @tyme. Like when you’re drunk. I had trouble walking.

Im not sure about getting to bed but Pix was on the bed so I must have put her up there. She can’t jump up.

I’ve had some dry toast and feel a little bit better but I’m still sick. I’m not vomiting I just can’t be too far from the bathroom. I know tmi! I have a pounding headache.

If I don’t improve I’ll call and check but I think it’s too late to do anything.

I had a full blood count done in August. They do a full blood work up when you go into the hospital.

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Hey @Captain24

I know the feelings hon, I've done the same thing with my meds before.

I hope as the day goes on you'll start to feel a little better.

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I’ve done it before only it was deliberate @Snowie. This was pure mistake. Shame it didn’t work though.

I’ve been asleep all afternoon. So feeling a little better.

How are you going?

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Hi @Captain24

I hope you are feeling better today.

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Hi @Snowie

I am feeling better today. Thanks for checking in.

I don’t feel like I belong here anymore. All I do is do things wrong.

I don’t deserve to be here.

I’m not good enough. I’m just screw up.

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Im just done in general especially with life.
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