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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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It’s so good @rav3n @tyme

If my stay wasn’t extended then I would have seen her on Wednesday but I will she her the following Monday. I haven’t seen her since Easter last year.

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Don't tell me it's been 3 weeks already? @Captain24

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It’s 3 weeks on Monday @tyme It’s been really hard and feels like it’s been quick. I need longer in here but just can’t

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It sure feels way too quick. It feels like you just got there @Captain24

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It does @tyme. It’s quicker than I needed. I’m still not safe.

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That group was very Ed triggering. Something kicked in. I’m a little scared.

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Now a second ambulance in 2 days. So triggered. Today is not going well.

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Hey @Captain24 ,

Sorry to hear. Is there someone you can talk to while you are there? I know first hand how triggering an ambulance can be.

As much as there is work you can do in the long run to help with this as part of desensitisation, at this time, it's probably about finding ways to just get through the moment even if it means distraction.

Sitting with you.

Did I tell you Ruby got desexed? She's still a bit uncomfortable, but she's getting there.

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@Captain24 💗💗

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Thanks @Snowie back atcha ❤️❤️

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