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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
Leaving some 💗💗💕💕for you hon, hoping today is going ok
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Eve7Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
Sending love today @Captain24@and hoping all goes well for you ❤️🩵
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
I broke down in group today. @Eve7@Snowie. Then I broke down on the massage therapist. So much anxiety. But I’m now in until Wednesday.
Hope you are both as ok as you can be
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Eve7Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
I'm sorry that has happened @Captain24 but the extra stay might be therapeutic. Thinking of you xo
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
I need the extra days @Eve7. I don’t feel safe enough to go yet. But Wednesday is my limit. I’ve rearrange things at home to make it easier but I can’t change some stuff.
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SnowieSenior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
Staying a little longer sounds like a good idea @Captain24
Hopefully it helps.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
I don’t know yet whether they will allow me to see the psychologist while I’m an inpatient @Snowie. I will hopefully find out on Monday. Stay is for the best and they can’t discharge me until I’ve seen the doctor anyway.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
Re: I can’t cope
So I just rung my bestie. We had an awesome chat. I told her how I’m feeling right now and how I look. It was great to talk to her. It was a great connection, one I needed. She made me laugh after having a really hard day. I have missed her and I’m so excited that she is back in town. I’ve told everyone here that she was moving back.
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tymeModerator
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Oooo! That's great @Captain24 . She's finally arrived! I bet you will have heapsa great times. Maybe it's what you need right now.
As they say, Laughter is the best medicine!
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rav3nSenior Contributor
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aww so glad to hear you had an amazing chat with your bestie!! @Captain24 reconnecting with friends is such a wholesome feeling
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