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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor31 July 2024, 7:00 pm AEST

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I thought you would be @Jynx. I’m not proud I’m too hurt. Too ashamed.

My GP has been my saviour. He listens, he guides me, I can tell him anything. He has been my biggest support. I have never once dreaded going to see him.

Most GP’s here have closed their books. So I’m hoping he can get me into someone. I need to get him to do up a new MHCP and EDCP before he goes so it can just roll on.

It’s just the whole ‘nothing ever goes right’ I can’t catch a break. Now all I need is for them to have cancelled my admission.

I finally got my laptop working.

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Captain24Senior Contributor31 July 2024, 8:06 pm AEST

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Well that was interesting

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Captain24Senior Contributor31 July 2024, 8:47 pm AEST

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Anyone around?

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rav3nSenior Contributor31 July 2024, 8:55 pm AEST

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hey @Captain24 👋

we're still around!

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ArraDreamingSenior Contributor31 July 2024, 8:57 pm AEST

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What do you mean was interesting

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Captain24Senior Contributor31 July 2024, 9:09 pm AEST

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Hey @rav3n

How are you?

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rav3nSenior Contributor31 July 2024, 9:25 pm AEST

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I'm not bad! Having a pretty normal/chill week.

How are you @Captain24? 😊

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Captain24Senior Contributor31 July 2024, 9:40 pm AEST

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Captain24Senior Contributor31 July 2024, 9:41 pm AEST

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A chill week sounds awesome @rav3n

I found out today that my GP is leaving. My CM was pretty horrible yesterday. It’s all going wrong. I’m still reeling over the shame from my CM appointment and the best support I have is leaving town. I feel like I have no one to true too. I feel left outside in the cold alone. My thoughts have turned really dark. I’m really struggling

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tymeModerator31 July 2024, 9:46 pm AEST

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Heya @Captain24 ,

I've just read your post about your GP leaving. I don't feel I've heard much about this GP in the past. I may be wrong??

I wonder if they can refer you to someone who has experience with MH? From your posts, it sounds like you have a really good rapport with this GP. I can see how hard it can be to 'lose' a trusted person.

It makes me think back to the times i've lost therapists or that I've been discharged. It can be so stressful working up to 'the day'. Do you know when your GP is leaving? I wonder if something can be put in place?

Or, is there ANY chance that you can continue telehealth appts with your GP?

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