I can’t cope

The arsehole just bit me! @tyme. I’ve taken his bone away but he doesn’t get that it’s punishment.

Completely different housesitter! This is an older lady and her friend. They actually do it all the time. They go from one house to another. They weren’t available last time. They don’t even want payment. She said she would do it for me for nothing.

Totally get you @Captain24 like his silence helps prompt you to fill it. Which sounds like it's a helpful approach for ya!!

Oh so soon, that's awesome! Hope they don't make you do too much chasing to get it sorted 😅

I am about to jump off, goodnight hun! Hope you have a restful night 💜

Thanks for tonight oh and last night @Jynx Have a good weekend

That's so kind of them @Captain24 . Have you had them before? I hope they keep your place clean.

No.. this is only the second time I’ve had a sitter. @tyme. I’m sure they will leave it decent. It can’t be any worse than last time anyway. Im going to leave some money out. It’s up to them if they take it or not.

Remember how I go to the women in mining thing and we had one where I had to do the VIA survey? Well I’m going to one tomorrow and the guest speaker is the same lady. I’m hoping that I’ll get as much out of this as I did last time. I still remember my strengths and I have a really bad memory.

That's so awesome @Captain24 . I'll wait to hear how it goes! I can't believe we are hitting Friday already... I feel my brain is all over the shop!

I know right. Friday already @tyme . How’s this. I had to make a Chiro, psych and dietitian appointments today. I booked them for September!

I am trying the whole fake it til you make it thing for tomorrow. I am having dark thoughts and doing dark things but I seem to be sorta coping, well better than I have in the past. I am going to actively listen!!! I can do this. I got this.

Is this what happened to you? Were you sort of ok but had dark depression moments instead of episodes? I can self harm and have whatever that was last night and then be able to face tomorrow, with confidence, when I’m really out of my comfort zone. Im really confused.

I have gotten to work for the event and I feel like I can do this. I am a little anxious but I’m able to talk and the anxiety is t obvious. Go me!!!

Go @Captain24 ! You got this

@Captain24 If you are angry (I don't know if you are or not) then that is fine. I was angry for years at my childhood abuse. I worked through the anger over years in therapy.

Anger is actually a healthy response to the abuse.