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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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ArraDreamingSenior Contributor24 July 2024, 9:03 pm AEST

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I don’t know what to do but I’m real worried about the state your in cap

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Captain24Senior Contributor24 July 2024, 9:58 pm AEST

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Ouch.

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Captain24Senior Contributor24 July 2024, 9:59 pm AEST

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Obviously I’m not very valued. I’m just not worth it.

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ArraDreamingSenior Contributor24 July 2024, 10:03 pm AEST

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What do you mean ouch/I’m not valued?
I’m worried about you and I care @Captain24

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ArraDreamingSenior Contributor24 July 2024, 10:06 pm AEST

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You might find it hard to believe I’m actually nice but I am

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Captain24Senior Contributor24 July 2024, 10:14 pm AEST

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Why are you watching me too? I said I’d come to you when I was ready. I appreciate that you care and I acknowledge that you are trying. But I’m just not ready. If that means I’m not worthy of being on the forums then I’ll just leave. You are valued and I am not.

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Captain24Senior Contributor25 July 2024, 7:42 am AEST

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Hey @NatureLover

Im just wondering how you are feeling? I’m really hoping you are in the mend

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor25 July 2024, 8:10 am AEST

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Thanks for asking, @Captain24 . I'm still sick, very frustrating. Going to go back to doctor for stronger antibiotics.

How are things there?

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Captain24Senior Contributor25 July 2024, 9:24 am AEST

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Oh no @NatureLover Its been so long. I hope you can get the antibiotics and that these ones will work.

I had a pretty scary night. I don’t know where it came from.

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Captain24Senior Contributor25 July 2024, 11:06 am AEST

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I’m not sure I’m worthy of writing on here. I think I have stuffed things up.

So I had my psych appointment and she keeps telling me I’m angry and everything that has been happening is because I’m angry.

I wish people would stop calling me angry. I’m not f’ing angry. I get angry when they keep saying it. Now I’m angry. After hearing it for 45 minutes who wouldn’t be.

Now is the time I want to do things. It’s the anger. But I was having a good day. Now I’m so angry.

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