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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
Wow @rav3n. You have done your research! Are you watching me?
My identity and faith are conflicting. I have had a great deal of help accepting my identity. Mostly I have I just waiver at times. My faith is the hardest. At times I’m ok with it and at others I’m not.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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It’s scary @Jynx I went to have a sleep, I didn’t sleep long because I was getting watched. I don’t know what I’ve done
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ArraDreamingSenior Contributor
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Hey @Captain24 I hope you are ok Maybe a sleep will be helpful
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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Please, please, don’t. Don’t take offence and please don’t yell at me. Please don’t tell me what a horrible person I am. Please don’t tell me I’m rude.
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tymeModerator
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Hey @Captain24 ,
It looks like there are a few people quite worried about you at the moment. Are you okay?
I'm here if you need to chat.
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ArraDreamingSenior Contributor
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Why would I say that If not here to be mean to you @Captain24
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ArraDreamingSenior Contributor
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I wouldn’t still be here if I didn’t care about and worry about you mate
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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No I’m not @tyme. People are watching me and I don’t like it. It’s scaring me.
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tymeModerator
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If you feel unsafe, I'd encourage you to call 000 @Captain24
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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No @tyme. No police. They are in on it too. Am I being watched on here?
Im tired. So tired. But I can’t go to sleep. Going to sleep is what started this.
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