I can’t cope

I hope they give you some space. @tyme. Only if that’s what you want.

I have re-started one of my meds and now I feel quite sick. I think I should’ve started with a lower dose. I should have trusted my own instincts.

Who have you been?

True... stopping and starting on a higher dose can make you feel really ewwww @Captain24

It's good to let your CM know tomorrow. Are you working tomorrow?

I feel drugged @tyme. If I get worse I’ll ring the mental health line. I still haven’t started the other one.

I was suppose to work tonight but I got a certificate. He wrote it for a week. But I’m off until Friday anyway. The Dr said I was in no fit state for work.

AWwww. Fair enough. I'm mindful that work can be a protective factor so that's the only thing I'm worried about. What's going to keep you....

@Captain24 At the same time, I absolutely hear that your doc thinks you are not fit to work.

Please go slow. As I said, reducing my meds, I've taken 3 years and I'm only down to half the absolute max dose. I'm taking it slowly for a reason.

I have appointments @tyme and I’m guessing a friend will take me out to lunch Thursday and Mum and Dad will want to do dinner.

I think my CM will want to hear from me daily as well or maybe she won’t care. Sometimes I don’t think people realise the extent of it all. Maybe I should present how I feel.

I don’t want to be …..

Im getting tired and feeling sicker but not too many tablets sick.

I have to wait until 10:30 until mum drops the dogs off before I can go back home and go to bed.

Oh no. @Captain24 . It sounds like the best thing is to be in bed right now.

Why so late with the dogs?

Mum thinks I’m on nightshift @tyme so they drop them off late so that they aren’t alone for as long. Mum and dad don’t go to bed until around 11:30-12.

I guess you’re off for the night.

Thank you so much for checking in with me you don’t know how much I appreciate it.

Have a good few days.

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@Captain24 wrote:

Life most certainly hasn’t been easy but after taking myself off to ED for help I think I can say I’m safe tonight.

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Well done for doing this, @Captain24 .

I hope that the meds will help you long-term to avoid the extreme crises 🤞

Thank you for posting, was worried about you.

I hope you are doing ok @NatureLover.

Ive only just woken up and dont want to get up.

I can’t get out of bed.