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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor19 May 2024, 7:30 am AEST

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Hi @Captain24 , I notice your last post was 3 days ago on the 16th, and you were manic and in crisis then... Are you safe? 🤞

Sending care...

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tymeModerator19 May 2024, 4:42 pm AEST

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Hey @Captain24 ,

Are you okay?

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Captain24Senior Contributor19 May 2024, 7:15 pm AEST

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Hi @tyme @NatureLover

Life most certainly hasn’t been easy but after taking myself off to ED for help I think I can say I’m safe tonight.

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tymeModerator19 May 2024, 7:21 pm AEST

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That's a relief to hear. Is it cold where you are?

I've got the heater running.

@Captain24

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Captain24Senior Contributor19 May 2024, 7:41 pm AEST

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I had to defrost my car this morning when I finished work.. @tyme

As for the rest of the day,, I don’t really know. I was a sleep then spent a few hours in ED and I’ve been in bed since!

Big Day.

How is Ruby-Rose

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tymeModerator19 May 2024, 7:53 pm AEST

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Ruby is okay. Annoying me a bit because there are too many people around her. My youngest is getting to love her, the middle child is still scared, the eldest is just annoying around her... and then, there's 5 adults...

It's easier I stay away @Captain24

She's cute, but I have reservations about over-loving her.

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Captain24Senior Contributor19 May 2024, 7:59 pm AEST

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It must be full on for her @tyme. Is she going to do puppy training?

At least you have your own place. Also you get to sleep at your place now rather than theirs.

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tymeModerator19 May 2024, 8:04 pm AEST

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Well I've taken up the offer to house sit someone's house while they are overseas. I was going to go tonight, but thought I should go home first, get what I need and stay tomorrow.

After coming home to all the chaos, I said to myself "I'm definitely going!" So I hope to be there tomorrow. It's only around the corner for me. It'll be for 2 weeks. @Captain24

It'll be a nice break.

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Captain24Senior Contributor19 May 2024, 8:11 pm AEST

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Some space sounds so nice @tyme. It must get a bit much at times.

Is it far enough away that the kids are unable to walk around?

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tymeModerator19 May 2024, 8:29 pm AEST

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LOL. They can walk, but it's not next door. Usually they bike and it's about 10 mins. It's two streets away @Captain24

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