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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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She did say it was easy to work with me @tyme and it is good to work with someone that wants to get better and is trying.

Im very big on thank yous as I believe a simple thank you can change a persons day and make them feel valued. My current boss thanks us at the end is every shift and especially if you do something above what is required and it means a lot.



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Totally @Captain24 - i couldn't agree more about the thank you's. It can make a huge difference to someone's day. It's great you have that from your boss - it's a really good trait to have and great on the company. I wish others would follow suit. It really makes your job worth while and I'm thinking less complaints?

Your job sounds so awesome + your MH nurse 🙂 Lucky you!

What's on the agenda for dinner? I had a cuppa coffee with a Twix and some crackers for afternoon tea, so I probs won't have dinner.

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I am pretty lucky @tyme. I just need to realise it more.

I just had the leftovers that I didn’t eat last night. My nurse is worried about my not eating so I will try. I didn’t promise that one! Lol

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argh... eating.. @Captain24 . Such a chore when you live on your own.

I'm mostly out in the mornings, hence I eat a lot! If I stayed home all day, I wouldn't bother.

One thing I really need to do are my lawns. With the amazing weather the last few days, my lawns are shocking!

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It is hard on your own @tyme but my mood is the reason for not eating. I just don’t want to.

Argh the lawns.. mine are out of control. I’ll have to try and do the front tomorrow if I can get motivated.

Have you found anything to wear to the wedding yet?

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Grrrr! @Captain24 That was part of the reason why I went to the shops today - to find something for the wedding.... I might just have to go in a hessian sack lol.... may as well. I couldn't find anything at the shops... but I can't say I tried to hard either because it was a public holiday here which mean there were SOOOO many ppl at the shops - i felt i had to get out.

I hate shopping when there are so many people.... don't like all the crowds and people.

It's like a feeling of claustrophobia...

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Hessian is really itchy @tyme so you may be a little uncomfortable! 😜 I made a costume out of it once.

The last wedding I went to I wore black jeans and a nice top.

I hate shopping especially when it’s crowded. I don’t like crowds in general. There is a big event on in town tomorrow afternoon so the town will be busy all day and it’s my excuse not to leave my house!

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Hey @Captain24 - I encourage you (dare you) to attend the big event... even for 10 mins 😜 I don't like crowds, neither do you. Take Pix with you in her (?) little stroller. Is Pix a girl?

It would be a HUGE achievement for you.

I'm going to visit a few people tomorrow morning, then in the evening, I'm on the forums again (Woohoo! I just checked).

What challenge will you give me for tomorrow? LOL

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Nah. I’m not interested in it @tyme . I went the first year it was on and hated it. It’s a food and wine thing. It’s all fancy expensive stuff and while I’m attempting to adjust to meds I don’t think I should drink. They block off the main streets and there is no parking. It’s just horrible! Lol

Next Friday night is challenging enough!


Yes Pixie is a little girl.

My challenge for you though is to go for a walk! Not incidental walking either. Lol

No wonder you live living alone you have a busy life.

Thanks for the chat it’s been really good. But I’m starting to feel really not ok so I think it’s best if I go to bed. Sorry.

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Nah, all good @Captain24 . Makes sense. Alcohol and meds don't mix. You're right there.

I'll take you up on the walking challenge tomorrow... don't know when I'll fit that in, but I'll give it a go.

Thanks for the chat 🙂 Be gentle on yourself tonight. Focus on gratitude. Write yourself a letter.

Take care and I'll speak to you tomorrow.

tyme

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